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I walk down the stairs and her eyes go wide got damn girl you fye is fuck let me take a look at you she looked me over damn you are blessed is hell you girl is lucky I don't have one we broke up tonight well you know what we aint even gone talk about im meeting a few of my people at the club and you lil missy is gonna have a great time forgetting about it iight yeah I smiled she grabs her keys and we walk out side she was in a custom made Cadillac I walk to the passenger side and she opens the door you know im not handicap right yes I do know that but your also not in stud wear so ima treat in such that way sweetheart I guess so I was blushing real hard you know you really gorgeous when you blush and winks at me damn she was something else she went to the other side in jumped in and handed me a dirty I knew I was finna be fucked up its been years since I even smoked one I lit up and hit it she looked at me as I begin to choke and cough on it hard is hell she laughed her ass off at me damn lil mama you good I guess you aint smoke one of thesd and a while when you feel your self blazing just put it out ima kill one by myself just okay I replied as she started driving off we talk the whole time there she was goofy and funny I was also high is fuck I smoke my whole gar by thr time we ended up at the club i was beyond blazing I was gone buy not in a bad way I had forgotten all about zoey and the bullshit she did we park and got out the car she came behind me and hugged me by my waist as we walk to the door she look at the security man and just let us in ..ooooh I see you got connections you wouldn't even believe it baby I smiled and giggled at her response I see someone is feeling better she take me by my hand and leads me to a area where I see nothing but thuggish stud standing up around a table full of fems I could tell they where just jump offs as we got closer damn jimmii who this lil mama is she nice yeah she is but she aint one of those types you get what im saying hell she betta not be one wearing a piece like that I laughed and honestly I don't know why what, you laughing for you okay jimmii she okay yeah man she okay she just feeling good right now ooooooh really how good you feeling daddy? Wait huh? Girl you didnt think I was slow did you the way, you walked in here told me you a stud in fem clothes but yet you got that girly twist to it but im not judging you be comfortable with yaself baby trust me I am ...I noticed that the girls was giving me a nasty look... canc help you fix your face bitch dont do that please dont im feeling real damn good right now I would hate to have to dismember and reassemble your face again so I suggest you take care of that immediately as I grabbed her drink the waiter had just sat down I front of her and drunk it then sat it back down on the table oh lord baby you too damn good right now huh im just right daddy damn she said that shit so sweet I wanted to fuck her right then and there slow junking by young steff started playing she pulled me to the floor and begin to juk she was good but I was better I grabbed her waist and started freestyle juk I could tell she couldn't handle it I kissed her on her neck she let out a moan damn I wanted her so bad but I cant help but wonder if she was ready for a person like me as the song ended we went back to our area we chilled with my crew and had a few more dranks before she punched the fuck outta my homie hoe for side talking about the wrong shit I just laughed and my homie told the bitch she was dismissed

Mean while....
I cant believe I fucked up that bad I was listening to keri hilson tell him the truth and riding back to vivi house I was gone get her back no matter what the problem was. I loved her I get to her house I get out my car and knock then bang I guess she was egnoring me I take out my key and out the door I called her name I even said her full name no answer I look in the garage all her cars where there I went uo stair no one was home I called her phone over a hundred times and no answer I was getting pissed off by the minute I decided to just wait there until she got back from where and who ever she was with I knew not to call her friends they would just lie for her anyways I layed on her bed but something caught my eyes I looked to my left to see coke and weed vivi hasn't even touched coke In 5years did I really hurt her that bad I eventually I heard something next to me vibrate it was comming from the dresser I opened it and saw her old phone I thought she threw this shit away I see 15missed text from yolonda I opened the message app it was more then 100 messages I open the thread and started reading them wait WHAT THE FUCK

later that night

It was now almost 2 and the club was over and I was tore up from the floor up she had to help me get back into the car and I feel asleep when she got me to my house she help me open the door and layed me on the couch and she kissed me on my cheek and left I layef there for a few minutes more and went upstairs to my room to find zoey in my bed why the fuck are you in my house so you punched me you threw a fucking beer bottle at me as if I did something so fucking wrong to you she stood up and I seen tears run down her face she lift her hand up and I seen my old phone in it zoey I was gonna tell you I really was what was you gone tell me your a nasty ass thot that you a filthy stripper that your fucking yolonda just what was you gonna tell me da'visha idabell sweetcob bitch is that you is this you In this fucking video this is the night you were down stairs when I seen yolonda standing in the door way with you she sent me every fucking video from every got damn fuck session yall had and for what she was calm to calm I knew it wad building up in her I knew that the rage she was building up was gonma cost me my life the last time I seen her like this she beat her ex into a coma I had to find away from her or id be next BITCH ANSWER ME NOW! The bass in her voice scared me shirtless it was like a boom. I.ii. I was scared you would leave me NAWL HELL NAWL I HONESTLY THINK YOU DID IT BECAUSE YOUR A NASTY TRIFLING NO GOOD HOE YOU THINK JUS WHAT THE FUCK YOU GOT ON LET ME GUESS YOU WAS BEING A FUCK TOY HUH LOOK AT YAH YOU GOTTA ANOTHER WHOLE SECERT LIFE GOING ON YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR LIKE THE BOTTEM OF MY SHOE DIRTY WORN OUT AND USELESS TELL ME WHY YOU DID IT WHY HURT ME WHY DISRESPECT ME YOU MADE ME LOOK LIKE A FUCKING FOOL YOU KNOW HOE ANSWER ME WHEN IM TAKING TO YOU before I could even say anything she bomb rushed me knocking me to the floor she started punching kicking me she jacked me up and threw me over the bed I tried to run she caught me and threw me into the full body mirror breaking it ..Please stop im sorry please I screamed out my words went unheard zoey stop she jacked me up and threw me down the stairs next thing I was passed out I woke up in my bed sore beating my pride was crushed It hurted so much to even move I was so scared that she was still probably there wait for me to wake up and start again I didnt make any sounds until I heard foot steps comming up and I begin to cry and sob I held myself In a fetal position

The foot steps came around the bed in it was her I cried as if I was a child she looked at me and went to pick me up I tried to push her away from me I was scared I was frantic she stop trying and sat next to me I didn't mean to beat you like that once I threw you down stairs I came back to reality I didnt know how bad I went on you until my blind rage ended I should of atleast heard you out because I also have secerts to and your dont even come close to mine please let just heal you she reached down and lefted me up I shrieked in pain she put me in the tub with hot water to help ease the pain I was still scared I was. Still that she would still try to hurt me again I ended up dosing off in the tub when I re awoken I was back in my bed with a cast around my arm and leg i figured her mom came by I look to my right and seen high prescription drugs for pain I hated myself my life I grabbed the bottle of water and down them all even tho I haf left zoey 1st I really never planned on breaking up for good but now thats she knows it all I know ill never have her back I begin to dose off from the pills and everything went black

I woke up to see my grand mama Looking at me baby why do you feel that just because you think you dont have nothing worth living for you try to kill, you self grandmama I don't she doesn't want me anymore she hate me probably still wants to kill me if that is the case why didn't she when she had the chance to why where you patched up look at me baby lovr has no boundaries love is love if she didnt love you, answer your self this why where you still breathing when, you woke up next thing you know I hear zoey mom telling me to drink so stuff I was comming back in forth I finally got my sight back she tilted it in my mouth and it was terrible baby drink it I did and I started vomiting every thing back up even when there was nothing left to vomit I passed out again