THAT STUD

I hate you I love you but damn I miss you

Its been three months since me and zoey broke up I been spending more and more time with jimmii she was wonderful

We haven't made it official yet but I mean we're getting close to it she say she wants to make sure im over my ex before I start something new with her and honestly I respect that I have been avoiding zoey for three months now she'll call but ill forward it Ive started going to school a hour early and leaving thirty minutes early to avoid running into her do I was running on time I left a hour early but got caught up in a reck jam fuck my life I cant believe this shit I ended up getting to school I was tryna make way to class when I noticed her car wasnt there I felt a relief so I decided to stop and talk to a few friends when jimmii came up behind me and grabbed my waist get yo fine self ovet here she says while given me a kiss..hey big head oh how did you know girl stop anywho you miss me you know I do baby matter a fact im off tonight theres no school tomorrow how about I spent the whole weekend with you I would so love that because you have been neglecting me im sorry boobie we sat talk and hugged up for a while because class wasnt for another 30minutes we where talking and doing are public affection until out the corner of my eyes I see zoey walking but I figured she did see me because she was talking with her crew so I engorged her the best I could until jimmii bit my neck and I screamed ouch why you do that sorry I was hungry you had a drop of jelly on yo neck she started laughing after I gave her the are you serious face yo what's up jimmii I heard a heart stopping familiar voice behind me what's up Zoe Zoe none much been chilling really you know we got work tonight right yeap I got stuff ready to go thats whats up and damn I ain't know you was dating vivi yeah man she a sweetheart most definitely that she said and licked her lips couldn't believe it I was standing in the the middle of my ex and my new boo I just turn my head towards jimmii and played in her hair to just not look her way "so this why you been avoiding me right" I block her off and didnt answer her... I thought you said you didn't know zoey? I don't know her by that name I ooooooh wait is this your ex? Yes.... oh damn small world I guess huh but ay zoe I didnt know but it is what it is yah know I aint tripping bruh like you said you didn't know but we need to talk about that issue for tonight ight then bae we still on for tonight right , zoey made a pissed face but looked away before she looked back at her.. I honestly didn't know why she was pissed off we wasnt togather and I hate it that she still try to talk to me threw mind... okay boo ill see you at the house and with that I walk to the bath room I felt something warm I figured it was my period I go in the bathroom to check but it wasnt just a lil mucus yes I said mucus it means am ovulating I wipe my self and wash my hands I smelled something good it made my hormones jump for joy I turned to see were it was comming from and ran slap into someone. I looked up to see it was zoey I immediately tryed to walk away but she grabbed my arm and I yanked back from her ..what do you want zoey looking down at the ground because I couldn't stand to look at her I was still pissed off at how she attacked me I was in pain for 2weeks I had to endure the pain of my ribs and arms snapping back in place my legs burning like hell while my muscles that where beyond fix to doctors started reconnecting and my stomach which was all fucked up anyone would of died with my injuries but for my kind we just heal up slowly death for folk lure creatures like me is hard we have to be caught. 1st then have a ritual which you must know exactly what you're doing to kill us if not we'll eat your ass alive slowly and painfully just because you tried and only another can kill another . Why have you been avoiding me and really you talking to jimmii honestly dont know what dangers your getting your self in do you honestly I don't know why you give a fuck anyways im not with you and your not with me you know what your right im not but I still love you I shouldnt of did what I did to you that night I have more skeletons in my closet than you would ever imagine I have secerts myself and the way I handled it was even right look at me vivi .. I tried to push her away and walk out the door but she grabbed me again and pinned me to the wall I let a a warning shriek and she growled back her nails and teeth became razor sharp and so did mine I snapback at, her and she let go I wanted to show her I wanted to leave or else but she hissed at me and clawed the doors bringing my ears to pain I quickly dropped down covering my ears and retracting my form she stopped and changed back also vivi look I love you just let me show you please these last three months have been terrible with out you I know we both did wrong but I atleast want to start ovet new slate no secrets no nothing hell we can just start out being friends again and work are way back up ..I push her down and walk passed her "just move on please" and I walked out the bathroom I head to class and sit next to jimmii and we just spend the next 2hours studying and to be honest I did want zoey but I was already feeling jimmii and I promised myself never to do what I did again no matter what the situation was or is after school me and jimmii walks out hand in hand to my car as me say, down in it we were talking about her telling me what she was doing ever time she had to do a "run" she said she wanted to know if it was something I would be down with she wasn't looking for a joke I told her what ever it wad I was gonna be there no matter what with that she hopped out the car and gave me a peck on the lips and walked away to her motorcycle I headed out to meet zoeys mom with my princess wade up a secert meeting and my little angel knew not to tell her mom I pulled up to the park 15miles away I spend 2hours with Nha'laysjah and said our good byes I went home to get the house ready I got the weed rolled liquor and video games yeah I know not much but thats what we where on that chill mode type thing and I liked it I went and took a shower and got dressed I put my wife beater on no bra my girls needed some fresh air plus jimmii never tryed anything before I gotten comfortable with going bra less around her for the last two months...I walk dowm the stair pulling my gym shorts or my briefs and layec on the couch and pop in a movie 9:30pm rolled around I was high and tipsy and I got a knock at the door I opened it up and jimmii walks in high as well she grabs my sides and kiss me well excuse me but what has gotten into you tonight you mighty happy is that a problem delicious okay its something because really nigga really shut up im hungry what you got to eat ya girl hungry yeah I made some fudge and carmel brownies and if you still hungry I made some spicy gumbo you pick what you want to eat first iight so what movies you got for tonight I wanted to get annabell but they where sold out at the box ooooh thats a damn shame good thing I have comcast on demand I ordered it already I was just waiting for you. Thanks I cant wait to see you piss your self what ever i don't think it's that scary hurry up with your hungry ass blaaaahhhhh she said and I flicked her nose ouch what the fuck really blaaaahhhhh I bust out laughing at the face she made she decided yo get cake and sit down and look at the move I pressed play and lit up a gar lord it was so funny watching vivi lil scared ass jump scream and cover her face I just couldn't do none but laugh under my breath

Zoey pov

I got home and punched the wall ahhh man ain't this some shit crazy! I know what I did but damn I just knew she wasn't mad over it still what the fuck is she doing is she tryna make me jealous or going threw some shit hell we had fights were we beat eachother ass and made up a week later but dam. 3months hell nawl shes mine from top to bottem and there's no way ima let jimmii ass take what belongs to me hell nawl I picked up my gar and lit it I started smoking and drinking until I was beyond gone next thing I knew I woke up with a knock a the door I look at my phone 2:30am who the fuck is it I look threw the peep whole and thought to my self what the fuck she doing here I open the door and she walked right passed me she look so dam good...well excuse me but um I didnt say come im oh fucking well ask me if I scare come sit down and talk to me I walked over and sat down I asked her why was she here well damn I can't come chill with you I don't know you tell me she got up walkef over to me you know I missed you right nawl I dont know shit vivi you told me to move on remember that yes I do but let me ask you something do you want me to move on honestly no I dont noy unless it's with me and why you even here because you want me here thats why im here she came so close to me I could het heat off her body on to mine I pull her close to me and picked picked her up and placed her on the wall she moaned in my ear and it put heat in my vains I kissed her as I made my way to thw couch I layed her down and slide my hands in her gyms she had nothing on under them she pulled me in close to her and whispered its all yours daddy and that heated my body to the core I shoved two fingers in her I looked at her as her head went back and her back arched she was so damn gorgeous when she on my fingers I stroked her deep hard and fast she lifted uo and grabed my back and screamed out jimmii I took my fingers out and just looked at her in disbelief I felt something warm I woke up and sweat and seen my two pits licking my face MAN GET, THE FUCK OFFF OFF ME GO TO YOU CAGE ugh nasty fucks licking balls and killing mothafuckahs and tryna lick, on my fucking face ugh go finish eating mr.james yeah my pits where killers and house pets until I say one command and they str8 beast mode I shook my head trying not to think of jimmii fucking vivi that dream had me all fucked up I answered my phone that begin to ring yo whats up yeah okay ill be there oh nawl I doubt she answer she with a girl tonight nigga I don't know bye I hated to even tell my crew jimmii was with vivi but I knew they would find out one day but not from my mouth

Back a vivi place
The movie ended and jimmii was in tears laughing at me awww poor baby ill keep you safe from the dolly shut up leave me alone your phone ringing decline it im all yours tonight baby and speaking of that ima drug dealer I sell shit ive also been in the merking field since I was 10 I know im saying this shit blunt is hell but im not gonna suger coat it either I want you to.be my girl but I can't make you mine unless I hear you are down with me and my life style baby im here threw whatever it is I got your back as long as you got mine to she looked at me and smiled you sure yes im sure she stood up and started kissing me and I nearly cam at her soft touch...wait jimmii im not ready yet came we wait please how ever long it takes yes ill wait for you matter afact when you ready you show me you ready hoe bout the as she winked at me we sat up all night long as she told me about her life and what she does in the streets and I told her about mine the next morning I woke up to break fast I walked down stairs and seen her doing the most cutiest thing evert well to me it was she was maked a jail house grilles cheese sandwich with my iron I jusy laughed yeah you laughing but its good I kissed her on her cheeks I really was bored waiting for her to wake up so I just made a jail house grill cheese sandwich I wasnt looking for her to catch me doing it... so bae what you wanna do today I wanna go shopping I seen these nice ass jordans the other day and a nice fit for z uh my home gurl daughter's birthday to match them well shopping it is then we get dressed well just some casual gyms and wife beaters we both decided to wear because we didn't feel like getting dressed up we walk into the mall and started picking out stuff I ended up going into the sex shop while she lookec for more stuff I needed a new strap on the one I had I don't plan on using it on vivi it had to many miles on it hell it needed a oil change new tires new brakes and balanced I look around until I came across this rotating vibrating strap on set it had 5 speeds and 5 rotating speeds yeah this is the the one I went to the cashier and paid for it and met vivi in the food court we sat and talked for a little bit more than left the rest of the weekend was good it felt good just to chill with yah girl but the weekend was comming to a end I left that Sunday morning to go home and get my house ready my parents where comming into town and I still have not yet to them I was gay I pull up to get ready to turn in but quickly kept going I seen my parents and drove to a store reached in the back to grab my emergency stash I quickly change and head home I get out and greet my parents and husban