Yup. It's me again.
Honestly i just came to say that i think i might be going mentally insane.
Mental health is really something serious.
I honestly thought oh well mental health is something you'll get over in a short period of time.
That's a lie.
I'm literally sitting on my bed, like right now, contemplating, if life is really worth it for me.
Like i've actually thought about killing myself so many times.
But i just can't .
I'm so messed up that i can't even express myself sometimes.
Im so messed up that sometimes my answers are "idk".
Cause i really don't know.
I just don't.
People might think that i'm all bubbly and laughs.
When really i'm just not here.
I'm in my own head thinking and thinking...
"What's wrong with me?"
Now ik there's going to be people like " well you can talk to me!" Well it's kind of hard to when i'm so closed off and i naturally suffer in silence and i think that i'm bothering someone.
It's like all the time i feel like screaming my lungs out.
Screaming until i get something out so people can here.
But it's silent.
i just can't.
And no i'm not going to do something stupid after telling you guys my ramble.
I'm just going to sit on my bed and overthink like i always do.
YOU ARE READING
☆RaMBLinG☆
Short Storyyou dont have to really read it lmao. this is just random and fun to just do whatever I feel like🤷🏾♀️. Whenever I'm in the mood btw I also think that you can say that this is like a diary.
