You are the nightmare in my life
But I don't want you gone
An annoying thought in my mind
But I don't want it to ever leave
You're the cause of my stress,
My annoyance, and my inability to focus
You're the cause of almost everything
So why do you think I haven't thought about you
Why do you think I am another one of the other people you annoy
Why do you not even care if I do anything different than what I usually do
Why do you think I'm your enemy
Why do you think I can't be trusted
Why can't I care
Why out of everything
Why you
Why this
Why do you have to be the cause of everything
Why do you make me feel aggravated but loved
I don't need a friend
But you're making me feel like I do
How are you not bothered by me
You're the one who secretly turns my own thoughts against me
Why
You nightmare
Why do you have to be worth more than others
Why does there have to be a reason for you to be in my life
Why does there have to be a reason for me to like you
Why do you have to do that to me
Love is not in my vocabulary
So why would you do that
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surviving me
Poetrythe pains the struggles the overall hurt and my, at the time, undying tunnel of darkness starting from fifth grade onward welcome to my past author's note: This is writing from when I was in middle school that I would like to share. Maybe you can...