Before you were just there
Now you're more than that
You were supposed to just be there
You've done every single possible thing
To make me feel insane
You've gotten me to the point
Where I feel a bit nervous around you
But I can't show it
Because someone might get hurt
So why can't you just be there
Like before
Nothing would go on in my head
And I could just forget you in a summer
But sadly you're not just there anymore
Now I hate that I wish you were more
That we could be something more
But you're annoying as hell
Why aren't you just there
Where you are supposed to be
Not in my mind, that's for sure
What if you are just there
But I'm just going crazy
Or maybe I'm being effected
By a paranoid lazy
This is killing me
Before I can get the chance to kill him
I may be acting a bit dramatic
But I don't care
My mind has gone through enough
With just you alone
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surviving me
Poesithe pains the struggles the overall hurt and my, at the time, undying tunnel of darkness starting from fifth grade onward welcome to my past author's note: This is writing from when I was in middle school that I would like to share. Maybe you can...
