𝐜𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞? 𝐢 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐧𝐨𝐭 || Kenma.k ff

𝚋𝚊𝚍 𝚍𝚊𝚢𝚜

"Ouch!"
You winced in pain as you fell to the floor. You felt an excruciating pain on your ankle and started to cup it.

"Rin! Are you okay? What happened? How did you fall?" Yume bombarded you with questions as she examined your ankle. It was definitely sprained.

"Rin, you should sit out for today. I think you're too overworked," your coach stated as she slung your arm around her shoulders and brought you safely to the bench. Emi then brought over an ice pack for your ankle while Yoko sat beside you for moral support.

"I'm... so sorry..." you apologised as you tried to cool your still beating heart. You were not the type to get yourself hurt easily. Never once, have you turned up sick or got injured during training. If you knew you had to stay home, you would.

Maybe I'm not running enough? Or do I just not stretch very well? I need to train harder then... or am I training too much?

You started mentally beating yourself up as your ankle was being iced. Everything had been stressing you out these past few days.

The tournament was in 2 weeks. Along with that, you had tests to deal with. You hardly got any rest due to all the studying you have been doing for these upcoming tests. You stuffed your face into your palms and stayed in that position for awhile as you self destructed even more.

"Hey, Rin, it's not your fault. Don't beat yourself up. This was totally out of your control. It's not your fault you slipped," Yoko reassured you as she stroked your back.

"But I could have dodged that! I could have taken another step in order to avoid that fall!" You angrily let out with a sigh.

"What's done is done, Rin. You should just rest up for now. Don't think too much about it. You've been really stressed these past few days so take it easy for today," Emi told you as she continued icing your ankle. You looked at your teammates practice drills and let out another sigh.

You spent the other half of training observing your teammates play.

"Rin, what happened?" Your brother, Akinori, asked with a concerned look as he squatted in front of you. He had finished his training and was informed of your condition and immediately came to see you.

"I slipped... sorry..." you sighed as you looked at the floor. Akinori patted your head with a smile.

"Hey, it's okay. We all have our bad days. Let's go get it checked out, alright?" Akinori said as he picked up your bag and signalled for you to get on his back. You let out a chuckle and got a piggy back ride from Akinori.

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Kenma: yo

Rin: hiii

Kenma: how was ur day

Rin: it was cool

Kenma: just 'cool'?

Rin: well
Rin: ngl it was pretty shitty
Rin: but i got to spend time with my brother so it wasnt that shitty of a day

Kenma: aw
Kenma: u wanna talk about it?

Rin: i was pretty stressed out by everything i guess
Rin: with exams coming and having to train even harder for the tournament
Rin: i overworked myself
Rin: so i carelessly injured myself
Rin: and i kinda hate myself for it
Rin: because other people are also going through the same shit too
Rin: and the fact that they can keep themselves composed and i cant just makes me feel even more shit lol

Kenma: you shouldnt compare your problems with other people though
Kenma: thats why your in even more distress
Kenma: because u keep thinking that u arent allowed to feel this way which makes u self destruct even more
Kenma: u gotta learn that everyone has different strengths and weaknesses
Kenma: we all have different limits and boundaries
Kenma: its perfectly normal for u to be stressed out

Rin: damn
Rin: i never thought about that
Rin: i guess ure right

Kenma: im just stating facts

Rin: still tho
Rin: i feel better now that u said that
Rin: thanks :)

Kenma: im here if u need me :)

Rin: bruh
Rin: i need u everyday
Rin: talking to u has become a daily necessity

Kenma: so u cant live without me?

Rin: precisely

Kenma: cool...

Rin: well
Rin: imma go sleep

Kenma: goodnight
Kenma: sleepwell

Rin: you too :)

A/N:
IM SO SO SORRY
yes im so sorry for the inactivity its harder for me to upload because i have school and end of year exams are coming jxhdhjd
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Thankyou once again for reading my books ♡
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