🔥 11 | When God Breaks You

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Dear Holy Spirit,

I'm dealing with a lot of frustrations lately. I get too disappointed at myself because I realized I wasn't the kind of person I thought I was.

Learning this was tough yet You are renewing me into the character of Christ.

Lord, I need a lot of fixing. The process is too painful but I won't skip it this time. I want to be more like Jesus and less of myself. I'm honestly a stubborn, hard-headed Christian. I get too distracted easily. Sometimes, I pretend that I'm doing good but You know me so well.

I'm weak.
Discouraged
Restless.
Broken.
Confused.

That's why I need You. Apart from You, I'm no good thing. I cannot change without Your help. I desperately want to grow. So, I am allowing You to deepen my roots. Let me be grounded in Christ so I may manifest Your fruit.

Writing this makes me cry. I'm sorry for failing You, God, for quenching You, for stifling You, for grieving You. I'm sorry...

Holy Spirit, have Your way. Do it Your way. Take over my life. Mold me. Make me. Purify me in the fire.

I'm ready for more breakings.

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