Cosimia
Elias hasn't said anything to me the whole time we've been at home. Maybe he forgot it has been hours since then. "Mommy I wanna watch frog." I looked at Elias and he shook his head no. "Sorry baby but it's time for bed." "Can I sleep with mommy?" "Um-" "Tomorrow baby mommy doesn't feel good."
What? I feel fine. "Mommy sick?" "Yeah but she'll be better in the morning so when you wake up you can lay in bed with her." "Really?" "Mhmm. Go to your room." What is he talking about? As soon as Lotus's door closed I felt his fist connect with my face.
He grabbed my hair and pulled me to my room. He didn't say anything and just started hitting and kicking me everywhere. He kept going for so long I almost passed out twice but he stopped right before I could fully lose consciousness.
He walked out of the room and was gone for a second before he came back and picked me up to take me to the bathroom. He threw me in the tub and held my head under the water.
The water is burning hot and him basically drowning me isn't helping. He held my head under water for I don't know how long then pulled me up. As I was catching my breath he pushed me back under.
He pushed me under then pulled me back up a couple more times after that. "P-p-please stop I'm sorry!" He let my head go and just sat there. "Take off your clothes so I can wash you up."
I did what he told me and he started washing me up. I could tell he was getting mad at me shaking because he grabbed my arm hard as hell. "S-sorry." He didn't say anything and pulled me out of the tub.
I grabbed a towel and went to my room to get dressed. When he came back I pretended to be sleep. He laid down next to me and wrapped his arms around me.
"I know you're not sleep." I didn't say anything so he kept going. "You know Mia if you would just listen to me I wouldn't have to hurt you all the time you bring this on yourself really. I love you I really do but you make me so mad."
You tried to kill me twice I don't think that's how love works. "You make it so hard for me not to beat the fuck out of you when you do shit that makes me mad." He sighed loudly then kissed my forehead. "I love you Mia."
I didn't say anything back to him and it was silent. He grabbed my throat and started choking me. "I love you Mia." "I-I love you too Elias." He let me go then kissed me again.
I hate you. I hate you so much I could die.
