JenLisa Oneshots

85- I was

Lisa's POV

I was your walking diary
Willing listen
To all your rants
And problems about him

I was your temporary
Your temporary shoulder to lean on
To cry on
Temporary home

It was used to be me
The one who'll wipe your tears

It was used to be me
The one who can only see
Your vulnerable side

I was your medicine
And you we're my drug
While I was healing you
You got me addicted

By you

Your voice and your thoughts
I'll be willing to swim
How deep can I go?
Will you ever let me in?

I was always there with you
Hope you realize
Loving from afar
Out of your sight

Hiding in the shadow
Buried underground
I know
I am a coward
Until now

Maybe I'm that blind
Not to see
That you can be
Stolen from me

Oh I remembered
You aren't even mine

With your smiles reached your eyes
Regrets is all that i have
What if I confess?
Will there be us?

I don't have the answer
I know I'll never will
When i see you in his arm
Tighty wrap around

It's still him

Him that you love
Him that you want
Him that you miss
Him that I'm not

I was hoping it will be me
The one who'll make you smile
Tell you everything will be alright

Now
I'll be staring at the stars
Wishing you were mine