Xin
How can someone grow and revert backwards at the same time?
To get out of the box and to step back in.
Learned many things only to crumple back into a shameless ignorant
To be true yet so fake, to tell the truth and utter a lie
Face life courageously and let cowardice rule over
To dive deep, to swim in superficial things.
Feel everything to feel nothing, to lie and to tell the truth
To be alive yet already dead
How can someone be two things at once?
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