Chapter 12 continued
"Well what Arianna cause on Nicole head You finna piss me Off" Micah yelled
"Im sorryyy" I cried into Josh chest I was scared
"Arianna Im tryna Be as calm as possible Rn But you Making it Hard I need you to talk" Micah Sighed
"Baby calm down and talk To us let us know wassup Mama" Josh said in my ear
I nodded and Looked at the ground
"Umm 10th Grade year I was Dealing with a guy older than me And I didnt Tell anyone He was Abusing me really bad He w-would Cut the inside Of my thighs And Carve His name Into them Then Ant found out Once day because I went to his House Bleeding Really bad because he had beaten me so bad That Day, I made Anthony promise not to tell you because I know How You be"I said Explaining quietly
I looked up At Micah With glossy eyes He looked so Angry and I feel Josh Breathing Hard Clenching His Jaw
"So I couldve help Put this Nigga In jail and You aint wanna say nothing"He asked looking at as my tears fell
"Im sorry you were still gone And I didnt wanna Bother No one with my problems" I said
"Arianna Thats What We here for we yoo brothers Damn.. Seeing you hurt Makes is Mad we supposed to protect you why didnt you tell ma or Jaylin, Noah, Or Joseph" He asked
"B-because She Knew and She said If I wanted to Keep a man Happy I would Have to deal With it So I thought I was doing right by keeping it a secret And Jaylin Didnt Wanna Hear it, Joseph Was too busy On basketball, Noah Said I was just exaggerating And I needed to Grow up and Stop acting like a brat"I cried
"They what" ANT YELLED
"Tell me you lying Cause If nicole dem Said that shit Im finna Light they whole Block up" Micah Said Staring at the wall
"They foul asf No offense to Yall But yall brothers Soft asf and Im on they Ass When I see em Especially that Nigga Noah" Josh said Looking at them both
Ant Looked so Hurt and Mad
"They All knew but aint do shit" micah Chuckled
"Please Dont do anything Stupid Monte Is Long gone I havent seen him since I ran Away from his house" i said Quietly
"You said Monte As in Basketball Monte the Nigga Who I used to play wit" Josh asked moving off me
"Yeah" I said slightly lower than A whisper
"Ari You knew I was Cool With yooo brother For A long ass time And You let me Play Basketball with this nigga Knowing I wouldn't have" He said
I feel like everybody hate me Now
"Im sorry I was scared He Would Kill me If I was To Tell someone Thats why I just gave up Up when Nobody seemed to care" I cried
"Commere" he said pulling me Into his Chest
Ant and Micah Left out without saying anything
"Did he Rape you" He asked
"No He that why he Beat me So much and The day Ant found out Was the day He was gonna Do it But I ran Out" I said Crying softly
"Did he touch you inappropriately" he asked Holding me tighter
"Yes He would Watch Take showers and He would Beat his self to it and once I get out he would Attempt to Give me Oral But It Didnt Feel like How You know You do it and he would Make me U-um Touch his.. I dont wanna Say it" i said embarrassed I mentioned It
