Smiling is a Coverup(Depressed Blueberry sans)

Chapter 7 - The Truth

(Back to Blue's POV)
"What is it?" I say, confused. Is it something serious? Did something bad happen? Is this a surprise thing going on? Curiousity fills my mind. "Is there something wrong?" I said. "Hey, um...." Ink says but seems to be thinking about his next words. "For god f***ing sake, Blue are you ok!?" Red says glaring at me. He looks irritated. "Of course I am, I'm feeling magnificent!" I say with the biggest smile ever. Even Red has to care about you? You frail imbecile. "B-Blue, we care for you. You can tell us what's wrong." Dream says, sounding concerned. He feels positivity stupid. How could I forget. Idiot. Idiot. Idiot. Idiot! I slightly look down, embarrassed about being exposed of such unimportant things like myself. "Blue?" I hear Outer say my name. Can't even look at them. I felt my face relax. My smile was quickly removed and placed with a small frown. "Blue!?" I hear Ink say my name in concern, he comes over to me.

I feel tears start coming down my face. (Just look at the pic above to see what Blue looks like, he isn't glitching tho) Ink pulls me into a hug. I grab onto him, hugging onto him tightly. Feeling warmth in my soul, it felt nice. "I-I'm sorry" is what all I could get out of my mouth. "For what?" Red says, his voice sounds soft. "For m-making you guys worry about me." I say quietly but still audible. "We are your friends, we worry about each other even if it's for the little things." Classic says. "My pathetic existence doesn't matter" I say very quietly, so the others can't hear. Ink hugs me tighter. I guess he heard me. We sat on the couch and I hold my hands together. "I don't know if this is obvious but, I....I have depression." I said. Weak. Stupid. Lazy. I feel more tears come down my face.