The Mountains

Chapter 12

As i lay on the bed in tears, i hear the door open.

"baby it's me" harry calls out

he walks over and sits next to me, laying my head in his lap.

"shhh don't cry" he says wiping my tears

"harry do you think i'm a slut" i ask softly

he laughs.
"baby you just lost your virginity to me, someone you love very much. That doesn't make you a whore or a slut" he says smiling

"lou was just upset that's all. he didn't mean it" harry says while rubbing my back gently

"i'm sorry i blurted that out i i i feel terrible" i admit

"baby i wanted to blurt it out just as much as you. Lou knows now. we can't change it. all we can do is handle it" harry says smiling at me

he lifts my chin up and kisses me

"lou said i had to end it with you" harry says looking down at me

"no harry please" i start crying

"relax relax. i'm not gonna but for now, let's keep our distance when he's near okay baby girl? just until i have a chance to talk alone with him"

i nod as harry lays down and i lay beside him

"please don't give up on me" i mumble

"Never" he replies kissing my forehead.

we fall asleep holding each other and wake up around the same time to the sound of the thunder.

"the storms must be moving in" he says looking out the window

"oh shit i forgot. Goodmorning beautiful" he says kissing me

"goodmorning sweetheart" i reply kissing back

i pull out my phone and decide to text el

y/n- how is everything with louis
E-👍🏻 just worried. He doesn't want harry to hurt you
y/n- yeah i know 😕. talk to him for me?
E- of course

"who you texting?" harry says laying back down beside me

"just el. I was asking about louis. she said she's worried you're going to hurt me"

"baby you know i would never" harry says holding my hand and kissing it

i smile at him

how do i know he won't hurt me.
i'm sure he will eventually
he will find someone skinnier
prettier
funnier
smarter

my eyes water as i think of it

Harry notices me
"babe. what's wrong" he says pouting

"how do i know you're not going to hurt me" i say and i look into his eyes and see his heart shatter.

"babe. Are you serious? I wouldn't ever hurt you. that's the last thing i'd do" he says while holding my hands

"you can find someone better. someone's who's normal and not screwed up" i say crying

"baby you aren't screwed up. You're mine and you're all i want. Stop being so mean to yourself" he pouts

he pulls me into his arms.

He holds me for a minute until my phone chimes

*louis

L- come here for a minute just you

i look to harry and he tells me to go.

as i walk out he stops me
"hey baby. be strong and if he asks, we broke up" harry says with a wink and a smile.