*pic is from Lore Olympus
TRIGGER WARNING
My mind is such a dark place
I'm so scared so scared so scared to close my eyes
Everything's fucked up
Please help me
I feel so sick I wish I didn't know I wish I didn't know I wish I didn't know I wish I didn't know
I'm screaming on the inside.
My mind is so dark, so twisted
Depression and anxiety and flashbacks and nightmares and intrusive thoughts
I can't take it
I CAN'T TAKE IT I CAN'T TAKE IT I CAN'T TAKE IT I CAN'T TAKE IT I CAN'T TAKE IT I CAN'T TAKE IT I CAN'T TAKE IT I CAN'T TAKE IT I CAN'T TAKE IT I CAN'T TAKE IT
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NONONONONONONONOKNONO
stopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstop
How do I get back? How can I find those days when maybe everything wasn't so scary?
I WANNA SCREAM I WANNA FUCKING TEAR MY SKIN OFF SO MUCH I'M SO SCARED I'M SO SCARED
H E L P HELP H E L P
I can't take it
Every time I close my eyes I see the horrors of it all. I'm so scared so scared so scared so scared so scared so scared so scared so scared so scared so scared so scared so scared so scared so scared so scared so scared
I just want it all to s t o p
Please make it stop
Someone please see me please help me please my mind is so fucked up please please please please
I.cant.do.this.anymore.
Scary scary scary
Too dark too dark too dark
I know I'm gonna fucking relapse oh, my God, I am so scared
Nope nope nope nope nope
MAKE IT STOP!!!!
MAKE. IT. STOP!!!!!!!
I'm so close to freaking out freaking out freaking out freaking out
I'm close to a panic attack can't breathe can't breathe can't think
I'm so scared so scared so scared
Please help me! Please imbeggingyou someone, anyone
I'm screaming inside screaming screaming
I can never unknow these, never forget them
I feel sick so sick so sick
Please help please help this isn't ME trying to be quirky or edgy this is me begging for some help because I can't control my thoughts my emotions
I wanna cry please help please help
Nononononononono I can't do this I can't I can't I can't I can't
Please. Help me. Please please please
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Random**Trigger warning: ab/se, s/c/de, self h/rm, r/l/gion mentions. Trauma and my dark and twisted mind. I don't own the picture of the cover, it's from Lore Olympus, a comic on webtoon.
