𝖇𝖗𝖔𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖘 𝖇𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖋𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖉 - 𝖏𝖔𝖘𝖍 𝖗𝖎𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖉𝖘

awkwardies

We headed back to the boys

Noah: is everything good

Josh: yes actually

He hugged Noah

Noah: okay well Ellie just texted me that they are here

Y/n: Yessssssssss

Shortly after the girls come on the beach with Nessa and I immediately look at Josh he was terrified and I went over and hugged him

Y/n: shhh baby do you want to go inside for a bit

Josh: yeah

Y/n: alright

As we walked to the house Anthony came up to us

Anthony: I'm sorry Josh none of us had any idea she would be here

Josh: it's not that I don't like her it's just she is causing me a lot of anxiety since she and my girlfriend are here at the same time

Anthony: I get it I'll talk to Rach about it

Y/n: um actually Ant I was hoping you could stay with Josh and I'll deal with it

Anthony: alright

I go to Josh and kiss him

Y/n: I'll be back in a second

I went back out and said hi to Nessa and the girls and grabbed Rach and took her to the side

Rachel: what is going on with Josh??

Y/n: Rachel do you actually not know

Rachel: what I'm so lost

Y/n: Nessa is Josh's ex

Rachel: SHIT actually???

Y/n: yeah he's inside having an anxiety attack because we are both here at the same time

Rachel: shit okay do you want us to tell her to leave or

Y/n: no no I feel bad she is a really nice person but I'll talk to her okay but can you go check on Ant and Josh

Rachel: yeah of course

she left I asked Nessa to talk

Y/n: hey Nessa can you talk for a sec

Nessa; yeah of course

Nessa: what's up

Y/n: I'm sorry I'm trying not to make this awkward or rude cause I actually love you and your really sweet but Josh has been off social media recently cause of "personal problems" he has really bad anxiety and we have been dealing with it

Nessa: oh my god I'm sorry me being here isn't good for him

Y/n: yes and no

Nessa: what

Y/n: well I think the initial shock of seeing us together wasn't good for him but I feel like if we ease into it it would be good for him to see us together

Nessa: okay

Y/n: let me go get him and then I'll be back and we can talk cause I want to get to know you better

Nessa: okay me too

I go in the house

Y/n: hey Ant and Rachel can you step out for a sec will be out in a minute

Anthony: yeah of course

Rachel: yeah

they left