18. My betta

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author's note: my pet bette died recently, his name was sky and he was beautiful. and this poem is a tribute to him. 😭😭😭

you were just a beta in a bowl of water on my desk.

and i know you think i cared more for my furry pup than your scaley fin.

but i cared for you too, it just slipped my mind because i was too busy with my life.

i forgot that you were a fragile betta sensitive to the temeratures.

so when the summer came, you grew weaker day by day.

but i was too preoccupied to notice it.

i am sorry i didnt change you waters every week.

i am sorry that i never fed you regularly,

i am sorry i never saw how the sun drank up all your water.

was it hard to breath?

did you feel trapped?

were you clastrophobic?

did you feel yourself losing all the strength?

I am sorry that a sorry doesn't solve all my issues.

But for the next betta I will get in this life,
I promise to shower it with love and care.



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