Agape [ENGLISH - COMPLETED]

Chapter 34

Agape's POV


"I'll pick you up by 10 am in the morning tomorrow, Agape! Make sure to bring extra clothes for our practice, okay? Katerina will help you since she's a model too. But anyway, mark the date!"


"Yes, Law! Thank you! I'm looking after that. Take care of me! Hihi." I chuckled while wavibg my hand to them. He gave me a smile before opening the door for Katie. I wait them leave before facing Hades, who's my service for now.


"Shall we go, Lady Agape?"


I nodded, "Hmmm, sure!" He opened the door of the car for me and went inside. He closed the door and positioned himself in the driver's seat. I let out a sigh and looked outside the window, staring the school's entrance. I closed the window beside me. Hades ignite the engine of the car and we slowly take off. Until it went fast.



My eyes widened when we passed them by. Our eyes even met, but it took me time to realize who I made eye contact with. It was Kirk. Standing beside his car, as if he was watching me. As if he was waiting for me to leave. And then all the pain sprout in my heart once again and it's growing fast, overwhelming me.


I rested my back on the chair as I watch him behind us through the rear view mirror. Still standing there, facing my direction. We go further and further away from him until he already vanishes from my sight. I closed my eyes and lean on the car's door. My tears fell one by one.


It was hard to pretend I didn't care. It was a big challenge for me to ignore him. But I don't want to play a martyr. I want to know his reasons. I want to know so I could understand. Being neglected is painful. But cutting all the ties between us will be my death.


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"I'm fine here now, Hades. You can use this car for your own transportation while you're staying here. I have an extra in the garage for me to use. Have a safe trip."


"I guess I have no choice but to, Lady Agape. Thank you." He said and bowed. I just smiled at him and waved goodbye before going inside my home. Manang paused from wiping the table and smiled at me with a welcoming greet.


"Welcome back, Lady Agape."


"Thanks, Manang. Where's Manong?" I gave her a hug.


"Oh, he went out for a while to repair the car." Oooh, I see. Must be a good idea. That's good! Maybe he already knew I'll lend the car we usually use to Hades. Hehe.


"Oh, that's fine! Call me once he came back so we can have dinner altogether. I'll go rest for a while in my room. I am awfully tired."


"Yes, Lady Agape."


I turned my back on her and climbed up the stairs. I opened my room's door and went in. I put my bag on my study table before jumping off to my bed. I let out a heavy sigh. It was a tough day. My body sure is aching from all the lifting, stretching, and moving. We managed to finish everything in our booth. The recipes are done, our photo booth too, the auditorium we just prepared, the tickets who are ready to be sold, and the tables and chairs for our restaurant.


Our play will be on Monday, after the opening program. We already memorized our lines and practiced multiple times. That's why I feel like Ibwas beaten up by bouncers. I should get a relaxing massage.


I was about to fall asleep when my phone rings. I fish it on my pocket and answered it without even looking for who it was.


"Hello?"


[You sounded tired. Had a tough day?] My eyes widened. And with no time, I sat on my bed, surprised by the voice I've heard.


"F-Father..." W-Why did he called me all of a sudden?


[It's me. And you must have known why I called you, Agape.] I gulped. Was it because of him?


"W-We just had a misunderstanding, Father. I am actually fine..." I said before laying back to my bed once again.


[How can you assure me that I can trust you to him again after what he did? I saw everything. You're all over the internet. He made you look stupid waiting for him and he didn't even showed up. What about making him vanish in this world completely---]


"F-Father! For goodness sake, please don't kill him! I...don't know how to assure you for now but I swear, we will fix this. I'll handle this on my own. This is my own problem. I can handle this. I can fix this."


[Forget him. There are others out there who could be a man for you better than that boy.] Sadness take over my face as I pulled a pillow to squeeze.


"But...what if he's already the man God chooses for me? Father, there's no relationship problems didn't visit. There's no relationship that didn't faced any hard situations and difficulties. Some experiences the worst than us. This is just a test for us, okay? I believe that we're just being tested. After all, I know that his love for me is genuine. We can make this through. Please? Trust me? I know when to stop."


[But you don't know how to let go.] It was true. It hitted me hard. And it makes me cry because it hurts.


[You're a Princess, Agape. You're the same as them but your responsibilities are different from theirs. Act like a royalty and don't get yourself be exposed to media excessively and often that could lead a backlash to us. No one knows about you, being a Princess aside from the people we could trust. Be wise. Never make a move that can ruin us in the future once we reveal ourselves in the public.]


"Y-Yes. I know, Father."


[You do know very well but you keep breaking it. If you don't want me to tolerate you then tolerate yourself. If you want freedom, know your limitations. Not all the time everything you wanted to do is acceptable. People are judgemental. A single move can result to various gossips. Protect yourself. Be private.]


"Yes, I understand. Thank you for reminding me, Father." I said in a low tone and wiped my tears.


[You must be very tired. Go and take enough rest. I'll be here to support you in some of your decisions. Be happy and have fun with your friends. Goodluck.] This is the moment where I smiled.


"Thank you, Father. I will. Goodbye."


[Goodbye.]



I waited for him to hang up. I stared at my phone for a while before putting it on my side table. I stared at my open window. There was a bird on the branch of the tree outside. I smiled because of it's cuteness.


Nature is an art. God was the artist. And he'll always be my favorite.


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*knock, knock, knock*


"Lady Agape, he's finally here and dinner's ready."


I slowly opened my eyes and glimpsed at the door. I yawned and pushed myself up. "Yes, Manang. Give me 5 minutes. I'll fix myself." I said and leave my bed. I changed my clothes into a shirt and shorts. I made myself presentable and after that, I went out my room. I was coming down from the stairs when I sniffed the good smell of the foods. They were standing beside the table, waiting for me.


Manong Tinyong pulled the chair for me. I occupied it and smiled at them. "You may seat now and enjoy the meal. Thanks for the food, Manang."


"Thank you, Lady Agape," They answer with a smile. "And welcome." Manang added. I just smiled at her before digging in.


"Manang, after this, can you give me a massage? My body's aching due to the works in the preparation of our booth and Intramurals this coming week." I said as she pour soup in my plate.


"Sure, Lady Agape." Oh, great! I don't need to visit a massage parlor then!


"Thanks, Manang. I'll wait you later in my room, okay?"


"Yes Lady Agape." I beamed my smile to her and went on filling my stomach. I finished my meal with glasses of water. I excused myself to them and climbed upstairs again.


I took a half bath first. I soaked myself in my bathtub, savoring the relaxing feeling of the lukewarm water on my body. It took me a while before I finally rinsed myself. I wrapped the bathrobe on my body and went out. I opened the television. Inwas listening to the news as I choose what pj to wear.


"...The Royal Family of England is not yet dropping a word after the death of their Crowned Prince, Prince Carl. There are rumors spreading that they let the Prince dressed to be one of the royal guards to protect him against the monarch hunter, putting the life of his Knight on the line for pretending to be him..." My brows furrowed upon hearing the news. I went out to watch it.


"On the other hand, the other Royal Families remain their identities confidential and private because of the monarch-hunter. The murder was still not captured until now and the reason was still unknown. Another devastating death for the Royal Family of England after the death of the Queen's husband two years ago, Prince Carlos..."


"Oh my god..." M-Monarch-hunter? I-I never heard that name before. T-This was the first time I knew a case like this! This might be the reason then why Father is the strictest when it comes to me. Because someone is threatening and is after our lives!


That is so cruel. H-How could he hunt us down? I feel regret all of a sudden. I should have known... If only I knew this reason earlier, I wouldn't force Father to give me my freedom. Because it is for my safety too! That hunter must be so heartless and calloused. I hope he will be captured sooner or later. I will pray for that so we can live at peace now.


"Lady Agape? I'm coming in." I off the tv and gave Manang the permission. I smiled at her before positioning on my bed. She brought an oil with her. Waaah~ I'm excited~


"Go, go, go, Manang~" I cheered and opened my phone. Our group chat was active. And everyone's noisy in the lead of Rosseau. I waved at them. What are they talking about?


Manang spill the oil on my back and spread it with her bare hands. I can't help but to moan whenever she'll hit the aching spots on my back. And I can say she's a prof! Manang said that massaging was every Filipino's common talent ever since then. Because when someone has a fever, a massage in the back could take it away. No need to spend cash going to a parlor! You can do it at home with the help of your family members! You saved $11!


I get carried away because how good of a massager Manang is that I didn't notice I was falling to sleep again.



Third Person's POV


He stared at her as she sleeps peacefully from the tree where he was positioned. From here, he could see his love and she became even further from him even more. He can't bring himself not to be in tears whenever he'll remember the painful words she has said to him. It ruined his very soul and shattered his heart to dust. That is how painful it seems to him to lose her.


He stretches out his hand, reaching her as his tears streams down his face. His eyes were glistening by his tears. He didn't expect it to be this painful. He can't describe the feeling. He doesn't want to leave Agape but it was the right thing to do. He doesn't know if she could accept it after knowing the truth that he is the one that hunts the monarchs. He needed to cut his ties with her, or he'll have no choice but to kill her too. And he can't imagine himself doing that. He rather die too.


He went inside carefully through her window. He gently touches her faces, holding himself back from sobbing. He wiped his tears and kissed her forehead. "I love you, Agape. I love you. But I needed to leave you."


Agape felt the familiar touch. Waking her up and her senses, she opened her eyes just to see the person she wanted to see even after he hurted her. Kirk's eyes widened and was stunned. Agape stared at him for a while.


"What are you doing here? How did you come in?" He knows it. He's not welcome anymore.


"I-I'm sorry. I...just wanted to see you. Your window's open. I'll close it once I leave." He said before giving each other distance.


"And when are you planning to leave?" He looked away. And when he looked at her again, he was now crying.


"Please, don't push me away, Agape. At least let me see you. Agape, I know what you just wanted was my explanation but I can't tell no matter how much I wanted to. So please, understand me. Agape... Don't hurt me like this. Agape..." He begged before trying to reach her out but she moved away.


She stood up. "Don't touch me!"


"Agape! Love, please, listen to me. I'm begging you, forgive me. Agape. Please. Agape." Kirk can't help but grovel in front of her. He doesn't care what she'll think about him anymore. He just wanted to talk to her and see her. God knows how repentant he was after the mean things he has said to her this morning. He ate all the words he let go. He never mean to say anything from it. It was just for a show. Not to humiliate Agape but to save the both of them.


"Stop it! Leave, Kirk! You're trespassing in my house in the middle of the night! I'm done with you! We're already over---"


"NO! No, Agape! We're not yet over! Please, don't! Agape! Agape, I'm begging you! Don't leave me!" He stood up and went close to her but she moved away. Agape tried running towards the door but Kirk wrapped his arms around her, imprisoning her in his embrace. Agape fought back but it made her weak. That's why she give in and cry.


"Kirk... Tell me why. Tell me what should I do. Tell me what I need to do. How are we supposed to work this out? I will give my all to understand you so please, tell me why." He didn't answer. They cried together as they remain in that position. Kirk can't think of any way how to tell her everything. Because he knows that she'll eventually hate her after hearing the truth. And he can't take that risk. Because Agape will leave him forever. He must not tell. He must keep it as a secret.


"Is there a choice if ever I won't tell you the truth?" He turned Agape around to see a better view of her face. If only she could hear her thoughts, she will be deaf. If only she could feel his feelings, she will drown. He's hurting more as much as she did. Agape didn't know that he is the one who's suffering the most. He is the one who sacrificed. And he will keep that to himself.


"I will still ignore you."


"D-Do you love me?"


"I do." She answered without any hesitation. He smiled bitterly and faintly before cupping her face.


"Will you still love me as you ignore me?"


"I will."


"Let's have a break then, Agape." Agape gasped. This is the right thing to do. This is the only thing he knew to preserve what they share together. He doesn't know when this will going to end, and he can't give assurance to her of something that is unsure. He doesn't want Agape to experience the same thing that happened in Paris.


"W-What are you...saying? Are you not going to tell me the truth?" Agape felt hurt. Both them are. The situation were squeezing them both in between. And anytime, she'll lose herself. She won't know what to do anymore. And she thought Kirk will choose to say the truth to her. But she was wrong.


"Y-You don't love me anymore, K-Kirk?"


"N-No! It's not like that, Agape! I LOVE YOU!"


"Then why didn't you choose to tell me the truth!? You can trust me! Kirk, I will understand! Let me know why! Let me know---" Kirk overwhelms her with a kiss.


"Because it's better that way, Agape. I don't want to leave you too. If you really do understand me, you'll accept this. But please, don't forget me. Don't let your heart forget your love for me. Because I will never. Wait for me while I try making things clear. I'll come back to you once everything is finally going easy and smooth for the both of us. I can't tell you because I don't want to drag you in the mess I'm in. I don't want you to be involved, Agape. That's why, if pushing you away is the last option, I will." He walk towards the bed with her and gently laid her down.


"Let's preserve our love, Agape. We don't want to hurt each other. I'm an assassin, Agape. And you do know how dangerous it is to be in my world. I want you to live. So I will have a reason to live my life too. And a reason why I should go back home." He then put the ring in her finger once again. Agape hugged him tight.


What can she do? As long as this is wasn't the end for the both of them, as long as there is something she can hold on to, she will hold into that even if it will take her forever. She will wait for him and pray. Pray for everything to be fine. There is nothing she cannot do for him. As long as she can understand, she will forgive him. She will give him a chance. She gave her best in ignoring him but it was not Kirk who's only suffering and hurting. It's hard for her part too. And the situation they were in will never be easy.


Kirk claimed her lips which she welcomed with her whole heart. They can't let each other go from their hug, until Kirk's hands starts travelling in her body. It was still the same, his touch was still the same. Gentle, careful, and passionate. Their fever goes up and they set the whole room in fire.


Kirk became fast and get Agape naked. They contiue to kiss as Agape strip him back, doing the same thing he did to her. His tears blend with her as the thiught of this might be the last crosses their mind. They deepened the kiss even more. He humped on her, leaving her mouth open from excitement.


His kissed went down to her neck. Leaving her love marks that proves she was his. Agape's hands were on his back, back arches as she wrap her legs around his waist. But Kirk opened her legs wide as his tongue travels on her chest. He didn't wait long and ravished her breasts. Agape covered her mouth to supress the pleasure trying to come out from her mouth. He pinched her crowns who are now hard and pulls it up, sending chills on her spine.



His face went down until he reached the heart of her feminity where her pink pearl was. He pushed her hips up, licking her mound. Agape closed her eyes tight, giving her best not to make a sound but he was testing her. He sucked her entrance, and swirls his tongue on it, and makes it hard to penetrate her hole with it.


"Ugh! K-Kirk!" She failed as pleasure finally take over her body. Kirk continued what he was doing. He opened her labias using his thumb. He hardened his tongue once again and tasted her core. Agape whimpered in pleasure, screaming his name. They don't care anymore who can hear them. This is their night. And they'll savor this.


"Fucking wet." He laid her hips down on the bed again and went behind her. He opened her legs wide and trapped them with his feet. He rubbed his whole calloused palm on her feminity. Agape shivered. Her back arches everytime he'll hit her spot. She screamed when he put a finger inside her.


"Aaaahhh! Kirk! Yes! Oh! Oh! Kirk! Hmmm! Kirk!" He could feel how excited she was the way how it throb. He rub her pearl in circular motion, making Agape feel high because of the ecstacy called pleasure. Her thighs were shivering by every motion. And she can help but to jerk her hips up. Kirk made her go insane even more by massaging her breast. He plunges two fingers inside her, rocking her tight walls. Agape's screams surrounded the whole room. He didn't failed to hit her spot, burying his fingers deeper and deeper every thrust. He added another one. Agape bit her lip in pain but pleasure overtake it. She tilted her head to him and kisses him.b


"Loving it, Love?" Kirk love the look in her face. Face so red and eyes were drunk. Agape never been this high before. This is more intense than before. Her eyes starts to widen when she slowly feel that she was near to reach her climax. She dug her nails on his shoulder.


"K-Kirk! Stop! Stop it! I-I-I'm near! Kirk---! Ooohhh! No! Stop---I-Iyaaaah! I can't take it anymore! Kyaaah! Kirk! Kirk! Stop!" Her body quiver when Kirk rubbed her clit even faster. He covered her mouth to suppress her loud screams. Agape hauled her hips up but Kirk just won't stop rubbing her bud.


"Hmmmmm! Hmmmmm! HMMMM!!! HMMMMM!!!" She's feeling it! It's here! It's about to come out! She's about to cum!


"K-Kyaaaaaahhhh! Kirk!" She moaned as she squirt. Kirk put his fingers inside and fucked her there while she was still squirting. She closed her thighs but Kirk opened them again.


"Don't sleep. I'm gonna give you more." He said to her before positioning her beside him. He raised her leg up.


"A-Are you going to put it in now?" Agape's still trembling and is not yet ready for another one.


"Yes." He answered while rubbing it on her entrance.


"H-How can you put that big thing inside me, Kirk!? You'll ruin me!" She cried. Kirk laughed and squeezed her breast.


"It will fit it. Just trust me." He gave her a kiss and opened her labias. And slowly, he pave a way to go inside her cave. Pain registers in Agape's face but she endured it. It was just the head who's inside but the pain was piercing her. She feels like she was being teared apart down there. Kirk made sure he was gentle and slowly. They entwine their hand together. It took Kirk 10 minutes until he finally put his whole inside her. He didn't moved at all at first. The throbbing of her walls feels good around his length.



He tried pulling it out slowly. Agape twitched and cried silently, it was still painful. Kirk feels like Agape could break his fingers. He bury it again. And pulls it out. And bury. And pull out. Push, pull. Push, pull. Push, pull. And repeat until Agapenget used to it.


And she never knew it will be this good.


"K-Kirk... Fast... Faster... Kirk... Faster..." Kirk don't want her to beg even more and did just like was she wanted. He thrust inside her fast and deep, and in every bury leaves their mouth open. His jaw clenched as pleasure take over his system. This was his first time doing this, and he's not wondering anymore why Vaspe loves doing this.



Because that demon could feel heaven with this.



"A-A-A-Agape! Agape! Love! Fuck! Love! Fucking---good! Love! Oooh! Love! Damn! Your hole's sucking my shaft in! Oooohhh~ W-Warm!"


"O-Oh my god! Kirk! O-Oh my---Kirk! Y-You're hitting my spot---Oh! Yes! Aaahhh~" Their lips arched, forming a smile over their pleasured faces.


All you can hear was their deafening moans, and Agape's screams. Just look how noisy she was on bed the fact she's so mellow most of the time. Kirk pulls it out and get up before turning Agape over. He take her from behind. And both of them was loving it. Agape hold on tight into the bed cover sheets and bites her pillow. Don't mind the sweat, this is exercise.


"Fuck! Fuck! Love, I'm coming! Fuck! FUCK!" Kirk moved even faster after he turned Agape over to take her face to face. Now, they could see each other. How fond they are, how good to see their pleasured faced, how they passionate they are to each other as they look in their eyes.


Kirk bends over to interlock their hands. He dived in her, thrusting inside her nonstop as they feel their climax coming. Agape can't help but to scratch his back and chest from the tingling sensation coming from her pending climax. Both of them shared a kiss where they could feel their adoration and love for one another.


"K-KIRK! H-HERE IT GOES---"


"OOOOOOHHHHHH~~~" Kirk buried his length deep within her and spilled all of his juices inside her. Agape drooled as she felt his warm juices going inside her womb. Kirk collapsed atop of her. Both were panting as if they run a mile. He moved gently inside her to make sure to release everything inside her. He pulled it out. He went to see her entrance. She opened her legs and pushed Agape's tummy down. And there, his excess juices went out.


"K...Kir...k..." He joined her in the bed and hid under the thick blanket. He sandwiched his thing between her thighs and his manhood loved it. Tired from making love, he buried his face on her breast. Too tired to even start a conversation. After all, Agape already fell asleep. That quick.


Kirk stood up to close the window and turned the AC on. He walks naked back to her side and hugged her. He kissed her forehead and also her lips. He could see how tired she was and how peaceful her sleep was once again. With a satisfied look on her face.


He smiled.



"Thank you, Agape. Thank you for being the best for me. Thank you for giving yourself to me. Thank you for trusting me. I love you so much." Kirk hugged Agape even tighter. But despite the happiness he was feeling, his
pain was still there.



He don't want to let go from this hug. He want the night to remain as night. Because he know probably by day, he'll be leaving. That is when they will become perfect strangers again. Like someone who knew each other. He was hoping this night will never last. Because he wants it this way. Peaceful, just them in each others arms.