Bethroed To The One I Called My Brother

chapter eight

It was precisely 1hour and 56 minutes since Christopher and I last spoke. I had started watching some episodes of the first movie that popped up on Netflix and I'm obsessed already it was All Ameticans

The only way I got to watch movies back 'home' was when I downloaded them using the UC browser app. I had this phone to that Ian bought me for my 16th birthday

I miss Ian so much and I just hope that he reported me missing to the cops or someone. Speaking of that where the hell did Mr.Cartel hear that he is my boyfriend like he everything to me but my boyfriend.The thought was so funny.

I hear these moaning and grunting sounds so you know me with my inquisitive self had to go check it out, the closer I got the more they were, I sneakily pushed myself through the door my footsteps light

The next thing I saw made me want to puke so bad, he had this girl thrown on his desk thrusting into her and kissing down her neck while she tugged at his curly black hair screaming his name

That brought back childhood memories, childhood memories of my mom. I don't know how but this is why I don't watch porn, it just always come back like a flood

The moment he and I eyes made contact I ran out the room and went straight for the bathroom and there I puke the contents of my stomach out

I felt sick my dad's eyes the night he died it came back to me and all what I had been feeling for days, all the tears I held back when being tortured I let them all fall out. I curl up into a ball at the door my back leaning onto it

It took about five minutes for me to gather myself my eyes were puffy and red by then

I don't know what my idiotic mind was thinking but I walked back out there and she was picking up her clothes and he wasn't there. Her head looked like she got ran over by a trailer her makeup that was too much was now ruined and she glared at me with so much anger yelling  "You—you've ruined everything"

"Hunny calm down" I took some time to look at her she was about 25 or maybe younger, she has straight blonde hair with blue eyes

"Don't call me your hunny bitch" When she said that I don't know what came over me but I just felt a rush of adrenaline in my body and in n about two second I had her pinned to the ground beating the shit out of her

I had no reason to beat her except the fact that she called me a bitch but like I said the only way to calm my demons is to go the gym or start a fight

"What the hell!" I hear Christopher yell barging into the room

"Let me go! let's go! let me go!"I scream continuously as he pulls me off her flailing everywhere

"Calm down just calm down take deep breaths" He says tuning me around "Inhale, exhale" I did this a few times and I was calm

"She's crazy" Says the slut as she gets up and then realized she worked here, she now had a busted mouth and bruises all over her face

"Just get the fuck out whatever your name is" Christopher yells and she runs out just like that

"Once again I was crying and yo make things worst I was crying in front of someone. This was something I wasn't used to doing

"You know what enjoy the view cause you'll never see me cry again" I chuckle causing his eyes to widen

"You're crazy" He chuckles

"Can't say I didn't try to warn you"

"But that wasn't just anything, what is wrong with you? You cant just beat the shit out of other people because I sleep with them and you wouldn't even have the strength to beat some many women "