One day I'm going to give up. I am going to give up on myself. My whole body is going to give up because how can I hold in all these emotions and not store them anywhere. There is no digestive system for emotions and you cant digest your words before you speak if you've already preached your real thoughts in the church of lonliness, sang them out in your own choir of sadness, and recite them from your own bible. You can't digest your words before you speak because you've already spoken them before they even got to reach your mouth. Your thoughts came straight out of your brain and they came flying out like bees out of a hive, when you have something to say, say it, before your thoughts run through your whole body and you loose your spot as if your words were pages and you've taken out the bookmark.
-linds
