One Sided {J.JK} ✔️

ᴅᴀʏ ᴛᴡᴏ 1/2

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i didn't answer you and walked away not wanting to meet your eyes.

"answer me jayeong! why weren't you at school today and you never answered my texts or calls."

i walked over to the broom but before i could reach it i passed out again.

"jayeong!"

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i woke up letting my eyes adjust to the room.

there was something cold on my head.

i looked over to my side and saw you laying down sleeping peacefully.

i burdened you, i'm sorry.

i tried moving but it only woke you up.

"your finally awake how are you feeling?"

i just ignored you and moved away from your gaze.

i don't know why i was ignoring you but i couldn't stop.

"you really need to stop ignoring me jayeong!"

i still didn't answer you, my words were stuck in me and they wouldn't come out.

i don't have a reason for this.

"fine if you want to play this way then we will play this way, i'm leaving. i wasted my time here taking care of you."

you got up off the chair by me and walked out grabbing your coat and bag in the process.

i wanted you to stay, i wanted you to comfort me.

i heard the door lock in the leaving room and i finally let out my tears.

i sat up and looked beside me.

you had the pain killers and a bucket of water there too.

i threw the bucket of water on the ground and still cried my heart out.

why was i ignoring you? i didn't know why.

maybe it was because your hurting me.

maybe it was because you had that look in your eyes.

i wanted to talk to you and ask how your day went.

why am i so stupid.

i finished crying and looked at the mess on my floor.

the bowl was upside down and water was everywhere.

i didn't have the motivation to clean so i just got up and walked to the kitchen.

i looked up to the clock on the wall.

1:36 am

you walked out because of me.

i ruined your mood, i'm sorry.

the kitchen was picked up and the dishes were all done.

i'm sorry jungkook i really messed.

i don't know how i am going to say sorry to you.

i don't even know if your going to be able to accept my apology.

you would forgive me right? if i told you the reason.