One Sided {J.JK} ✔️

ᴅᴀʏ ᴛʜʀᴇᴇ

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i walked to school alone again.

i dried my uniform off yesterday so i was able to come in today.

i saw your arm around her shoulder while walking into the school you were still smiling brightly.

you replaced me so easily and replaced me with her.

why was i so easy to replace?

i walked to my locker.

usually you would be waiting for me if you couldn't walk to school with me.

but instead your laughing with her by her locker.

what did i do to deserve this.

you were the only person i had.

i closed my locker and walked right passed you and her.

do you know how much your hurting me right now?

you were laughing and telling her all about you.

i can tell by the way she looks at you that she's already in love with you.

there's no need for me to befriend her.

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the day continued on like this.

you never came up to talk to me. you never glanced at me.

this is all my fault and i know that well. but at least talk to me right?

i didn't know how to apologize to you.

i bet you feel like i'm controlling you, i'm sorry.

i walked out of school not bothering to go home. no one was waiting for me anyways.

instead i walked to the beach.

the beach was ours well what we called it 'secret hideout'.

the beach was far but we would go there on foot to enjoy each others time.

now that i think about it, i'm making it seem like i am the only person you have to talk to, i'm sorry.

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i finally arrived at the beach, no one was there.

people never really came here on weekdays.

so after school we would come here without having to worry.

that won't happen again.

i had white converse on and i began to take them off.

i took off my socks and bag along with my coat.

i walked to the edge of the water feeling the water go on my feet then back to the ocean.

i was really being selfish.

i continued to just stand there.

why was i like this? why was i pitying myself?

i noticed the sun was going down and i needed to get home.

i finally back away from the cold water and i grabbed my stuff.

my shoes weren't tied and i walked back home empty.

would i be able to tell you how i feel?