One Sided {J.JK} ✔️

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you believed them.

you immediately left after you got the text message.

i tried calling you and texting you but you didn't answer either of them.

it wasn't that text right?

when you left i saw you walking away frustrated.

how did they know?

they did this on purpose, either for them you have you all to themselves or just to ruin me.

you left your matching keychain on my bed though.

the matching keychain me and you bought, it was our promise to each other.

"we will be friends forever and ever."

the keychain was a big bear and a little bear.

did you purposely leave this here?

i did this to myself. i shouldn't have loved you.

i should have kept you as a friend and be happy for you.

in school everyone was talking about me. i hated this.

i didn't know what they were talking about but wherever i would go they would stare at me and whisper non stop.

i ended up ditching school.

i didn't know where i was going, but i wanted to be away from here, away from you.

but my feet took me to the beach instead.

i fell on my knees and just screamed.

i was going crazy. i was controlling you in my mind and in my heart.

i was expected us to be happy, in the end you was happy and i was broken.

yet i didn't know who texted you and what they said.

i was overreacting, i always overreact.

maybe if i was mature i would ask someone what's going on, or go up to you and ask why you were avoiding me now.

but instead i'm being childish.

i have always been childish. but you were still my friend, why?

i was sitting on the beach, backpack on my arms and a dried face with a puffy nose.

were you worrying about me?

i pulled out my phone to only see that unknown number sign.

they still had to message me.

did you run off and cry like usual?

how do you even know what i messaged him?

it could be worse then your undying love, or it could be something as 'let's go on a date!'.

do you know who i am?

i will ruin your life more and more, now that he is mine.

yours?

who are you?!

i didn't have the guts to message that though.

even if it was simple. it would prove that i was crying.

how come your avoiding me?