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Chapter 5:"A sweet and sour Birthday surprise"

Y/N's P.O.V
It was 9 when I got back home. A loud sigh filled with tiredness spread across the house. It was pitch dark so I switched the lights on. I headed to the washroom and filled the tub with warm water. After the tub was filled I dipped my self with another sigh of relief and soaked my whole body in it. The warm water made my mind go blank. Every thing that I stuffed inside were pouring out. I closed my eyes and let the warm water continue giving me a nostalgic feeling. 20 minutes with the bath tub session and I step out of the tub with my coat on and walked to my room. I dressed myself with the pair of pink pajamas and an oversized tee. I dried my hair and drift downstairs with my phone and sat on the couche. It was so quite, the clouds moved away from their previous place and the moon was visible. I switched off the lights and admired the moon. The moonlight spread across the living room and it was so peaceful to watch the walls shining with the moonlight. I grabbed my lifeline aka my phone and started scrolling down my insta. A sudden message popped out making me curious to see who is that and it was Lisa. She wrote-

"Hey, my fluffy chicken. I know you are missing me and you know I am missing you too. I reached home at 7. My brother sent you his 'hi'. I love you cutie and enjoy what's coming.
Bye~

-Lisa, like the leaning tower of Pisa

I chuckle reading it. Gosh she never forgets to irritate me. I looked over the clock to see that there is only two hours for the hands to reach 12.
I looked over the window and sat by the side of it while looking up. I opened the window to feel the cool breeze brush my cheeks. The stars were glittering in an unique way. I was wondering where Jackson is, although I shouldn't but my mind denies it. I pushed the thoughts away and searched for the biggest stars guessing that it will be mom and dad. They say if someone dies they become a star in the night sky and look for their loved ones from there.

"I wish if you can comeback dad. I want to spend this winter days with you. I am feeling so lonely dad. I hope you and Mom are happy up there together and watching me. I couldn't save you but I saved our memories. Sweet memories."

My heart clenched in pain and tears were streaming out of my eyes but i couldn't help stoping it but let it flow down.

"I am going to be 20 now. Please bless me like you always do. Bless me so I could make things right."

The wind suddenly started blowing so heavily giving me shivers down from head to toe. I stood up and closed the window. As soon as I took my steps to the couche, another thought hit me like a bullet.
"Who was the person I met before? He sounds so familiar, look so familiar although I did this see his face. Talk so familiar. Who is he? Was he my soulmate? Aaaaargh. My head. Not these thoughts again."

I walked round and round to not think anything and hopefully an idea pop up.
"If I sing some songs then there will be no thoughts crossing my brain."

And these songs were flying inside my head.

"Let it go"-Idina Menzel (Frozen 2013)