Broken•

Weird girls and restraining orders

"TRINITY GET UP!" My rude father yells through out the house. He walks away without expecting an answer. Smart move on his part. Ever since Vince died Iv hated talking, iv began smoking, cutting, I have outbursts, I hate everyone and every thing. Iv been like this for 3 years, hard to believe isn't it? I grab my clothes and sprint to my bathroom like the ground was lava.

I take a relaxing shower and slip on my favourite high waist shorts and thin grey tank top with a USA flag on it, my blue beani, also an array of different wrists bands and bracelets to hide the few cuts I have, iv been cutting less and smoking more.

Smoking helps me think less about him and helps me calm down from out bursts, and helps my temptation to cut.

Once finished I run downstairs to be rudely reminded of what I don't have anymore. My father and his girlfriend Sam.

"I love you Sam so please, promise me?" My father asks bending down on one knee holding a promise ring and she nods her head. The next thing she says haunts me every moment of every day, and I can't help but get upset.

"Your my knight in shining armour"

With that I march right up to her and began punching her with all my force, to the face to the side to the back and stomach. Im completely zoned out into my little world when suddenly Kara and my dad are both prying me off the now bleeding, shaking, crying, and screaming 47 year old snob.

"Trin, come on! I grabbed your smokes and I lit you one already" Kara says calmly. she always knows what to do.

As soon as I heard her voice a trigger in my head went off, I try to get off the poor girl I just assaulted. Once I stand and giving her one more hard kick, I shoot my dad a death glare in which he sent back. I walk out of the house with Kara leading me by hand. As we sit down on the curb and Kara start questioning me.

"Really Trin!? you and I both know you could have killed her if I wasn't here" Kara states raising her voice slightly. I shrug slightly not really caring at all. Kara hands me my cigarette and I nod to thank her.

"It's nothing." She replies to me nod.

"But really girl, this hasn't happened since-...you know"

I can't help it! i can never get Vince back! He's gone and he's not returning, along with some other people I should know.

I just sit there emotionless.Not knowing what to do. Until I hear the sirens coming and I decide to take another long drag from my dart. A second later an ambulance shows up in the drive way and unloads the stretcher. I take that as an invitation to get up off the curb and take a walk before people begin to question. As I start walking away I turn back to see my father shaking his head in disapproval.

"It's just like Trinity to run away from her problems" my father says to "Sam". I brush it off, mainly because its true. When Vince died I ran away for a week not wanting to see anybody.

"That's probably why her boyfriend killed himself" Sam said. WHAT?!?! My eyes grew as big as saucers. That bitch doesn't know anything about me! Now I swear I'm going to k-

"Trin." Kara cautions me while placing a hand on my shoulder. I swear if I didn't have her where ever I go I would murder someone.

I raised my eyebrows at her and point at the bitch that thinks it was my fault that my universe died. It took me 3 years and 4 months to stop thinking that he died because of me. I went to 12 different doctors and social workers. Im on 4 different pills. Iv been literally dead inside for 1,217.474 days and Kara has been with me the whole way. Maybe I just can't take care of myself? What if everyone wants to to leave? I'm just in the way. Im always in the way.

After a long walk I go back to jail- I mean home. I walk into the house expecting a furious dad. But nope! I walked into my ex fathers home to see him, a strange woman, and 3 cops.

"Hello, miss" My father says with a threatening tone in his voice.

"Trinity! Honey I missed you!" The random woman said as she threw herself out of the chair she was in and engulfed me in a rather large hug. I raise my arms in the air so they wont be caught in the awkward hug of mine. Im beginning to get uncomfortable I try to shake of the stupid girl but she won't let go. So I push her to the ground forcefully and stare at her.

"What the Fuck?!" My father yells causing the cops to make him calm down. I look at the cops and back at my dad with a face saying "he dose this all the time".

"Miss Trinity. please come sit" The female cop said, so I did what she said. The only man I listen to is Vince, and Vince isn't here. He was my everything.

"Please tell me what happened today" The female cop asks. I look at her with my eyebrows up like "you really think I'm gonna talk?". I look over to see that girl staring at me with compassion.

WHAT DOSE THIS THING WANT FROM ME? A PUPPY!?

I look at my father and point to the weird chick in the corner.

"That's your mother, Lisa. You will be going with her back to her home in Australia."

Australia!? WHAT DO THEY THINK I AM A GO-GO PET?!

I'm not going anywhere! Canada is where I'm staying. I grab the nearest pen and paper and write.

"What the hell do you think i am? I'm not your barbie doll that you can pack up and take where ever you please! I'm not going anywhere out of this town without Kara by my side. for everyone's safety" I finished writing and pushed the paper toward my "mother" and waited for a response.

"Ok, call her up and talk to her" Mum said shrugging.

"I don't talk. I won't talk. don't bother trying to make me. Just ask that man I call "father" why" I wrote down again. she nods as a response. I text Kara everything and shes aloud to come, no surprise her parents are drunks and hate her, so when ever they get the chance they send her off with me. I text her when I'm leaving and such so she will be ready. The cops explain that Sam won't press charges but ordered a restraining order from me, in which I accepted gladly.

Penguin note:
What's up Penguins!? I really hope you liked this chapter. It's my first book so I'm super stoked to see what you guys think! leave me comments and I will read them for sure! Also, try and picture Trinity looking like you so its more personal. thanks- 5SecondsOfStarbucks