Tears (Harry Styles FanFic)

Where The Fuck Are You??

In the evening...

"Thanks for dinner mom." Jake smiles as he just finished eating.

"You're welcome"

"Am I allowed to stand up?"

"Sure" I answer, being proud of how good Harry and I taught him to manners.

"Do you want to watch some TV or go to bed now?" I ask while Jake puts his plate in the dishwasher

"I'm tired. I just wanna go to sleep" my little baby boy answers before he goes in the bathroom to brush his teeth.

"Honey, uncle Louis and uncle Calum will come in a few minutes. You can stay up till they're here if you want" I say and go in the bathroom to Jacob who looks at me with very tired eyes

"No, thanks. I'm very tired mommy. But thank you" he answers and we both go in his room.

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"Mom? Could you call dad one more time?" Jake asks with a tired voice while I put the book that we were just reading together as a bedtime story away.

"Sure" I grab my phone and dial Harry's number but once again it's just the mailbox.

"I'm sorry." I whisper and caress through Jake's hair

"It's okay." He answers quietly as I stand up before giving him a goodnight kiss

"Sleep well darling"

"Good night mom" Jake whispers and I make my way to the door. I switch the light off and almost close the door behind me as I hear a quiet sobbing which makes me switch the light on again

"Jake? What's up?" I ask and sit down next to him again

"Mom?" Jacob cries

"I miss dad so much" he presses his head on my chest

"Hey... Shhh it's okay. It's alright Jacob. I miss him too" I whisper and give him a kiss on his little hand.

"Really?" Jake lifts his head up and looks at me with his big red whiny eyes.

"Yah. I miss him. A lot actually. And that's okay. And as I said, you can see him whenever you want to. Now sleep. School tomorrow" I say and give him another kiss before I finally leave his room.

I just closed Jake's room door behind me as I hear the doorbell ringing.
I run downstairs to open the door for Louis and Calum.

"Hey princess." Louis greets me while hugging me tight.

"Hey beautiful" Calum smirks and gives me one of his perfect kisses on the cheek.

"Hey." I say as I suddenly get a call

"Hello?"

"Hey Brook... It's Harry." I hear Harry saying with a shaky and whiny voice. He doesn't sound good at all

"Harry?? Are you okay?!"

"No.. I'm not"

"Oh my god. Harry what happened?" I ask and take a quick look at Louis and Calum who both throw an asking and worried glance at me

"Babe I told you that I love you, right?"

"Yes. Yes Harry you did! Now tell me what happened!" I shout. The loud noises in the background make it super hard to understand Harry's quiet voice but I give my best

"And I said that I don't wanna live without you, right?"

"Harry what happened??" I ask as my voice cracks

"Nothing happened yet but..."

"Harry?!? Harry where the fuck are you?!" I yell in my phone because of the fact that the noises in the background sound pretty much like cars. Lots of cars..

"I'm.. At the highway" Harry stutters

"Baby what the fuck are you doing at the highway???" I ask and notice that I really called him "baby".

"I'm on the bridge. Babe I just don't want to live without you. There's no need to stay alive when you're not with me. You kept me alive for the past years but now that you don't wanna be with me anymore... I love you, Brooklyn."

"WHAT? HARRY!!?? BABY I'LL BE THERE IN 5 MINUTES! DONT DO ANYTHING STUPID!!" I shout as I notice that he already hung up...