A Bit Of Hope (Present Mic x male reader)

25((!!TW!!))

((!!Major trigger warning because this chapter is going to open up about Hizashi's depression more so continue with cation!!))

"What the hell?"

That's all Hizashi could say as he saw (M/N) on top of...Hawks?

'Wait why Hawks. Also why out in the open in the teacher dorms?'

Hizashi's anxiety rises.

"Oh, you."

(M/N)'s voice was full of hate.

'This is out of character for him.'

He gets off of Hawks and walks towards Hizashi.

"If you haven't taken a hint I don't love you anymore, your too much."

"T-too much?"

"Yes, you fucking idiot! Your so damn stupid that you didn't listen to the text I sent saying not to fucking come back!"

Hizashi flinches at his harsh tone.

((Slight trigger warning mention of suicide))

"How about you do everyone a favor and fucking kill yourself."

Hizashi was stunned but walked out anyway.

He walked to an old place he used to visit a lot.

Hizashi looks at the water that was flowing under the bridge and sighs as rain started to pour down.

He steps on the railing and looks down at the water and then at the sky before jumping.

Hizashi bolts awake in a cold sweat with his hand shaking and his heavy breathing. He looks at the clock.

'3:53..'

"So it was just a nightmare...good...but still.."

Hizashi rubs his eyes noticing that his face was wet from crying. He turns over to see (M/N) peacefully asleep holding one of Hizashi's hands.

'I should go back to sleep.'

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Hizashi wasn't able to fall back asleep so he just laid there till the alarm went off.

(M/N) sits up rubbing his eyes.

"Morning Hiza."

"Morning."

(M/N) looks at him.

"Looks like you've been up."

"I woke up a few minutes before the alarm."

"mm."

'Let's not burden him more than you already have.'

Hizashi starts getting out of bed to get dressed. Walking into the bathroom with clothes in hand he looks in the mirror.

'Disgusting, I'm surprised (M/N) fell in love with you.'

Hizashi takes some makeup to cover up the bags under his eyes and then gets dressed and does his hair.

He comes back out to see (M/N) already dressed.

"Don't forget to take your Antidepressants."

'He shouldn't be responsible for your missable life.'