The Second
I have no idea how to begin.
There's no way to express how much pain I'm in.
All it took her was a second to say "It's over",
yet in that one second, was my seven years with her.
From our eleventh date,
when she finally said yes.
I still remember everything she ate,
and how beautifully she dressed.
I remember every mistake I made.
I remember every fight we had.
I remember all the times she stayed,
no matter how bad things got.
Should I beg? Should I cry?
Should I shout? Should I die?
Seven years of ups and down,
and in one second, it's all gone.
I can't blame her and I can't let her go.
But I can't make her stay, that much I know.
All it took was one second for her to break my heart.
One single second for my whole life to fall apart.
Should I beg? Should I cry?
Should I shout? Should I die?
Can I please just die?
Instead of hearing you say goodbye.
