I woke up happy idk y I just did my morning routine and put on
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And I was driving today I went to go pick up the girlies and the boys
Mya- now you know sharife is gon beat you ass Gabby- I warned her Justin-I'm glade. Mya know not to try some shit like dat Mya- boyyyyyyy Gabby- it's ok Shay I got you jean jacket when evea you needs it Shay - watch nothin happen
We got to school and sharife was by my locker with an hoodie
Rife- your welcome he handed me a hoodie Shay- no thank you I gave it back he snatched me around the corner And hovered over me with my back against the wall Rife- put the damn hoodie on stop being complicated Shay- I wear what I want Rife- ok so tomorrow when I walk in heat with gray sweats don't be mad Shay- dang chill gabby has a Jean jacket for me
I asked gabby for the jacket and it was in my car and I wasn't going to get it I snatched rifes hoodie and put it on
Mya- what we tell you Shay- y'all rats Gabby- we ion snitch Shay- who snitched Justin- me Shay- woow, so the next time you wanna sneak out the house and go see "the boys" I'm snitchin Mya- why you put quotes around the boys Alex- oooop Gabby- clownery Omar- y'all folks startin early in the morning Justin- ohhh is we spilling tea bett so the next time you wanna go to the "mall" with the girls I'm snitchin Rife- why you put quotes around the mall Omar- fr what the quotes for
Me and gabby looked at each other and took off Then I seen Sharife and Omar sprinting towards us then I just seen rife then we turned right and seen Omar on the other side of the hallway and I ran towards Omar and gabby ran towards rife and that nigga still picked me up at this point I'm mad I yanked his hair back and left let me go and I ran the other way and me and gabby was running the opposite way then sharife picked me up
Rife- look up
I lifted my head with my eyes closed
Rife- open your eyes I opens my eyes and looked down Rife -oh you think shit funny Rife-look up and open you eyes I looked him in his eyes Rife speak I started to speak Spanish Rife- gabby come translate this shit Gabby- she said she ain't sayin shit till she get a lawyer Rife laughed then I spoke pig Latin and rife started speaking it with me ohhh fuck so then I spoke our language chess noodle book ( Chile I ain't sayin nun) Gabby- You already getting fucked up you might as well say what "mall" is Justin- the mall is a party with hella niggas I cussed him out in Spanish and he did the same thing then I started sign langue with gabby and then Justin apologized I for gave him a hug cause arguing in every language you know is hard asf Shay- ok so now that I'm speaking English what you want Sharife just walked away without saying anything imma let him have his time alone
Skip to lunch I seen sharife talking to kehlani Shay- look at this nigga Mya- he dead ass wrong for dat one Shay- aye watch this Gabby - whatcu finna do Shay-just watch I took off rifes hoodie and handed it to him and went over to his enemy Marcus and whispered come to the hallway in his ear and motioned my finger towards him Mya- you petty asf for that one Alex- look at his face nigga turning red Shay- hol up ion finish As Marcus walked by I bent down I front of him to tie my shoe and continued to walk Mya-now you know that one was petty Shay- but did I cheat on him in any way shape or form Mya- no exactly Marcus - y you call me over here Then gabby and mya went to go get lunch Shay- don't nobody want you I just needed to make rife mad your not needed anymore bye He choked me against the locker I punched that nigga in his nose and he ate that shit and squeezed tighter then everything went black and I saw my dad Shay- Dad is that you Dad- yes it's me baby come give me a hug Shay- dad I'm so sorry I should've even had a boyfriend I don't even wanna go back Dad- I'm here because you need to go back you haven't fulfilled tour purposes yet ok just remembered I love you ok Shay- dad waittt I have a couple of questions Dad - go ahead Shay- umm do you think sharifes a bad guy ummm is it my fault you died and what's my purpose Dad- no sharife is not a bad person at all he loves you and I can see it even if I was blind and no it's not you fault I died just know I decided to take that short cut I'm just happy that your okay and you drive don't worry about me just drive don't be afraid ok I'm always their even when you think I'm not I am and I love you ok Shay- dad you still didn't answer my last question ....... what's my purpose Dad- your purpose. Is what you make it and then he faded
I opens my eyes to be in a hospital And heard rife talking to me
Sharife pov
I walked into the hallway tight and then I seen Marcus choking Shay and I punched him and didn't stop until my mom grabbed me and he was gushing blood and I seen the ambulance rolling Shay out I got into the truck and seen her they rushed her into the room and did I went into her room and seen tubes down he tubes going down her throat and just cried and my mom and dad hugged me then shays mom came in the room and saw Shay and thanked me and then started crying everybody but gabby she was just staring into space then I seen her walk out into the hallway and I followed her and saw her crying harder than all of us put together she the whipped her face
It's okay to cry you know that right
No it's not Shay always told me if she was to be in her death bed don't cry just smile and know she's in a better place and think bout the good times
Gabby it's ok to cry she's not goin to die she can't cause if she does I'll never forgive myself
It's not your fault
It is if I never talked to kehlani we wouldn't be here I just cried and mya came and held me tight
Then the doctor said that she was in a coma and that we could go and see her
We all went to see her and after a good couple of hours later they were leaving Mom-you coming no ma I'm good imma stay here Mom-ok I love you I love you too
I held shays hand and started to talk to her
I miss you I miss your smile I miss your laugh miss the way you would put your noddles in your Alfredo sauce I miss your voice I miss how you would randomly just dance in the middle of the hall way and not care what anybody said I miss your obsession with sushi I miss how you would only let me hug you the way I do I miss your beautiful brown eyes your I miss the way you would walk up on me like you was tall I really miss your personality goofy with a lot of chill funny awkward petty personality I miss how much you hated when I spent money on you I miss how you would always jam your music I miss how you would just vibe and dance with me I miss the way you danced I miss the way you dressed I miss the way you hooped to just have fun I miss how at our first scrimmage game you made a whole hand shake for us to do I miss how determined you are to make others happy then yourself and the way you kept a smile on your face without even knowing you was smiling I miss how you loved me for me and not my money I just loved you I'm in love with you and everything you do I love you with everything in me and it's my fault your here and just cried until...........
