I'll make him stay

Chapter 7

The next day when I woke up,I saw ny mom seating in the other sode of my bed,It looks like she didn't bother to wake me up she was just waiting for me to wake up by myself

"Kanina ka pa mom?"

"No,kakapasok ko lang din"she said

"Do you need something?"I asked her and stand up to fix my bed

"I'm sorry for what happened yesterday"I looked at her,It looks like she was about to cry

"You should not be then one apologizing,you didn't do anything wrong to me"I said to her

I felt bad for my mom I know she always got stressed when my dad was being like that,she has many things to do but here she is apologizing about something she didn't do

"I'm fine mom,you don't need to worry about me"I went to her and gave her a hug so that she will feel better and stop worrying about me

"I'm really sorry anak..."she said to me and looked  at me with a teary eye"I'm saying sorry because we both know that he will never apologize to you"

"I know mom and I already accepted the fact that I need to forgive someone who wasn't even sorry..."I said to her"Afterall,he is still my dad,we are still family no matter what happens,we need to understand and forgive each other as much as we do to others"

She said dad my dad already went out for work,that's why I already decided to went downstairs and have breakfast

I went back to my room after having breakfast,I took a bath because I already decided to sleep over at Chantal's house and we also invited our friends and they all agreed,so I guess this would be a long night...

I already told my mom that I will stay at chantal's house for today and of course she already agreed,maybe because she know that I wanted some space and I wanted to hung out with my friends

Inayos ko na rin yung bag ko at uniform para hindi na ako babalik dito bukas ng umaga deretcho nalang kami ni Chantal sa school,11 am na nung matapos akong magayos at nagpaalam na ako pupunta na kila Chantal doon ko na rin balak maglunch dahil yun rin naman ang sabi ni Chantal agahan ko raw,baka dahil gusto niya rin muna ako makausap habang wala pa yung iba sila bryle

Andrea and mom is watching a movie when I went out of the house,nagbaon lang ako ng isang pair ng sleep wear at yung uniform ko

I greeted lola Lena and lolo Ned,they said that they missed me and because of that I suddenly remember my grandparents,how I wish I was able to meet them.But thanks to Chantal's grandparents because they always make me feel like I'm also their granddaughter

I followed Chantal and went to her room to put my things there,humiga agad ako sa kama niya  parang pakiramdam ko pagod na pagod ako,I was looking at the ceiling when Chantal seat beside me

"How are you feeling?"as soon as she asked me I started crying again,I really can't help but to feel sad and just cry

We already talked yesterday night over the phone but here I am repeating all my rants,I just kept on talking and she listens to me kahit na parang paulit ulit nalang ang sinasabi ko,nasaktan talaga ako sa nangyari kagabi at alam kong kailangan ko lang iiyak to at sabihin yung nararamdaman ko para kahit konti mabawasan yung bigat ng nararamdaman ko,I will be okay tomorrow,iiyak lang ako ngayon

I took a nap,sleeping after crying really hits different.It was already 3pm when I woke up,I saw Chantal beside me she was watching something

"Nakatulog ka bigla kaya tinirhan ka nalang namin ng pagkain"She said and pointed at her bedside table and there I saw my food"On the way narin sila alessia,looks like broken hearted ang isa nating tropa"