HEARTLESS

PART 19

PART - 19
Darsh one last wish I have , hope you complete it . You have never sung any rap but I want you you to sing HEARTLESS for me and put down a video of it dedicating it to your fans , thank you to patiently read it and sry to waste your precious time . I felt your presence through you reading this , as we can never meet
This diary will reach to you when ..... Sry but I can't write it down "
I closed the diary , and called Naushad sir to clear out my confusion about why I can't meet her ( on the call )
Darsh - Naushad bhai , thank god you received the call . Naushad bhai the things you sent me
Naushad sir cut him in mid - darshan , this was delivered to us this morning . Actually that girl was a heart patient . Her wish was to meet you , and I fixed the meet of this morning as your schedule was tight , but unfortunately she passed away last night
When Naushad bhai spoke those words , it felt like someone stabbed my heart . The phone I was holding fell from my hand . I kept that carton on the table of my room , and I went inside the dz studio . I recorded the rap , when Naushad bhai came but I didn't wanted to talk with anyone . Hardik asked me , whether I'm okay and if quickly responded , so that they don't notice the earthquakes in my voice , or the tsunamis in my eyes or the drought in my heart . In went to back in my room and thought that may be I'M HEARTLESS that I couldn't even make out to fulfill the last wish of my fan . My fans think that I'm the bestest , but I'm the worst and they will never get to know about it . How unfortunate things are , she gave me the best smile and what I did . Something was breaking inside me ,  I cannot make you understand , I cannot make anyone understand , what is happening inside me , I cannot even explain it to myself . Its wired how you can actually feel it in your chest and stomach but nothing can make you feel better . Naushad sir said me that her parents want to meet me and I agreed . At least I can do this much for her , I hope her soul rest in peace