|Amir POV|
4 weeks laterEverything has died down. I haven't spoken to anybody since that day. I have been locked up in my room with everything destroyed. This is what happened:
Throwback
I woke up to the smell of bacon and eggs. I was 13 years old at the time. Hola mi hijo, (Hello, my son) my mother said to me. Hola Madre. (Hello, mother) I reply back. Hurry, you have school, she says. I'm hurrying I say to her.
We pull up to the school house as she watch me walk in. I waited 5 minutes before I walked back out the school door. I decided I wasn't going because the kids were bullies. I walk down the street two my favorite park.
Hey, why you not in school. Antonio says. Because I don't have to be, fuck school I say kicking a rock. Ride wimmie, he says in a deep voice staring into my eyes. That's when it was all confirmed for me, I like men. I ended up getting in the car that day.
We met up at that park everyday for 2weeks. Until my house was called for me not being there. My beat fire to my ass. When Monday came around. I told him I wouldn't be able to meet him anymore, He said it he was going to buy me a phone we could call each other and he could come scoop me sometimes. I loved that.
He would take me shopping, buy me food, he even starting showing me the ins and out to life. We built a close bond. Until one day I was talking to somebody from school about an homework assignment and he seen me. That's when it started. It started off as verbal abuse/shaming.
I would constantly have to reassure him, that I was his. Worst decision of my life, he literally thought I was his. It built up into paranoia about where I was or what I was doing and contant text messages and accusations of cheating if you don't reply within a set time, say 10 minutes.
Every opportunity for me to be undermined was taken, and seeds of doubt about my friends and family were planted in your mind. 'If your friends/family actually liked you, they would come and see you', but I get shouted at if I contact them, so those doubts grew as I lived the stalemate situation.
Then it turned into a few tantrums here and a couple of punches there. He tried to take everything away from me. He wanted me to stop talking to my family. I couldn't do nothing but stay at his house, luckily my mother would demand, that I come back home.
That's the only time he would let me leave. He asked me to marry him after a year I knew something was wrong, ain't no way this was love but I couldn't say no to him. I just couldn't it was the look in his eyes.
This lasted for 2 years until one day, he was on the phone with somebody and I confronted him about it. I ask him was he cheating. He denied it and told me not to question him nomore.
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