our future

he looks just like you

title: what they'll say about us - finneas
billie's POV
later that night
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"skylar's getting the kids to bed" elle says as she walks into our room. "you wanna take a shower? get all that chlorine out?" she suggests. "only if you're in there with me" i smirk a little seeing her respond with the same energy. "i guess that could be arranged" she smiles and nods. she holds out her hand and i take it, having her pull me out of bed before grabbing everything we'll need to shower: towels, pajamas and a speaker.

halfway through the shower i hear someone knock on the door. "i'm headed home. goodnight!" skylar yells from the other side of the door. "goodnight skylar" elle responds without taking her fingers out of me as i lay on the shower floor. "now don't be rude billie, say goodnight" elle orders. "g-goodnight skylar!" i force out though i'm sure she's already gone, elle's just in a dominant mood right now and i'm here for it. "okay okay fuck. fuck fuck fuck i'm cumming!" i scream and release. "god that was a lot" she laughs and starts licking it up. "i love the way you taste" she tells me when she's done. "holy shit" i exhale heavily as i try to catch my breath. "we're gonna do that again" she demands with a devilish smirk. "why don't we finish our shower and then continue in our room? i need a break." i suggest. "i really tire you out huh?" she laughs and helps me up. "i guess so" i agree.

once we're done we rush back to our room and shut the door behind us. before i can lock it, elle picks me up and throws me onto the bed. she climbs on top of me and immediately starts grinding against me. "oh god. someone's eager" i laugh a little. "someone's talkative" she sasses me. i put my hands up in defense and she quickly grabs my wrists and pins me down. "shit" elle mumbles as she starts to sweat. i hear the door open and light shine through from the hallway. "fuck" i exclaim and toss elle off of me so she's laying beside me. i pull the blanket up so it's covering our naked bodies and see emory standing in the doorway. "oh um... hey em" i greet her. "what are you guys doing?" she asks, tilting her head a little. "we were just wrestling. that's why mommy was pinning me down. she was winning" i lie. "oh, okay. can i play too?" she asks hopefully. "no! no. not right now. right now you have to go to sleep." i reject. "but i'm not tired" she tells me. "can you give me just one second?" i ask her. "okay mama" she nods and walks out.

i get redressed and elle just giggles as she gets dressed as well. "this is what happens when you don't give me time to lock the door" i tell her, making her giggle even more. once we're dressed i walk out and see emory sitting on the floor waiting for us. "okay em, come with me" i order, offering her my hand. she takes it and i lead her to the kitchen. "okay, take this. it's a sleepy drop. it's like a cough drop but it'll make you sleepy. that's why it looks and  tastes like a cough drop. but trust me, it will make you fall asleep in like five minutes." i lie to her as i give her a regular cough drop. "okay" she smiles and takes it. i carry her to her room and lay her down in her bed as elle goes to the boys room to check on them. "you want your special song?" i ask. "yes please" she nods tiredly. "okay." i smile a little and grab her ukulele from beside her bed. "i can't seem to focus and you don't seem to notice i'm not here. i'm just a mirror" i sing calmly.

i finish singing and see that she's asleep. i kiss her forehead and smile a little. "i love you princess" i whisper to her. i walk out and shut the door as quietly as possible and walk to the boys room. finn and gray are still asleep and elle is singing to them anyway. "i wish you could see him, he looks just like you" she sings, her voice quivering which indicates that she's either crying or on the verge of tears. she kisses both of the boys foreheads and whispers that she loves them. "you alright baby?" i ask. "i think so" she shakes her head and wipes the tears away. "you wanna talk about anything?" i suggest. "he looks just like my granddad. i wish they got to meet." she tells me.

her granddad died maybe a year ago but the kids never got to meet him. elle was really close with him. he was a really nice guy, amelia's dad of course. but now that i think about it, gray does look a lot like her granddad did. i'm sure that's hard for her.

"yeah. they'd love him. but we're keeping his legacy alive. it's okay." i assure her. "wait a damn minute." elle pauses when she looks over at finn. "is he... is he wearing cowboy boots?" she asks with furrowed eyebrows. "shit he's going through that phase too?" i laugh a little. i take a picture of him and send it to finneas and my parents because i know they'll find it funny. "they're adorable. thank you for blessing me with these angels" i tell her, hugging her and kissing her head. "let's go back to bed. i'm tired" she yawns. i tell the boys that i love them and walk out to our room with elle following me.