Get lost, come back (Completed)

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04 - 11

Gudiguditaymonleh
12:59 AM

Kelly:
He's not going home again.

Lily:
Ano?! Ano namang rason ngayon?

Subic:
Understand him. He's still coping up, he's still grasping the idea that you two lost a child.

Jones:
Are you not comfortable alone there? Pupunta kami diyan.

Kelly:
I understand him. Pero hindi lang naman siya ang nawalan ng anak. Sa aming dalawa, ako ang mas nasasaktan, nasa tiyan ko, e ako ang may dala, ni hindi ko napangalagaan.

I lost a baby and now I feel like I am losing him too.

Lily:
We're here. We'll not leave you. You'll not lose us.

Subic:
That's his coping mechanism I guess. Not seeing you.

Kelly:
Ang sakit naman.

I've been crying day and night here, blaming myself for everything. Wala akong makapitan dahil wala siya. Hindi ko malabas lahat ng sama ng loob ko na siya lang ang gusto kong sabihan.

I just feel hopeless right now. Pakiramdam ko nawalan ako ng pamilya.

Lily:
Talk to him.

Subic:
All you can do is talk and understand each other. Wala pang isang linggo matapos iyon, sariwang sariwa pa. That's really hard.

And don't blame yourself. Wala ka namang ginawang hindi makakabuti sa anak mo. Hindi mo kasalanang mababa ang matris mo at hindi kinayang hawakan ang anak mo. That's not your fault, no one's at fault. Isa pa, wala namang may gusto ng nangyari, kung sisisihin mo ang sarili mo at sigurado akong ganoon rin ang ginagawa niya sa sarili niya mas lalo lang kayong masisira.

Kelly:
I feel like he's blaming me too. He can't even face me and talk to me properly.

Subic:
Then make him see that you're not at fault. If that's the God's will wala naman kayong ibang magagawa kung hindi tanggapin iyon.. Maybe hindi pa ngayon ang tamang oras para makabuo kayo ng pamilya. Marami pang oras. Mahaba pa ang panahon, you can still try again. May lunas naman iyang sakit na iyan, you can overcome it. You two can overcome it.

Lily:
At times like this, I can literally feel how useless I am.

Jones:
I feel you, Lily. Don't worry.

Kelly:
If he'll abandoned me later, let's drink.

Lily:
Bawal ka pa gaga.

Kelly:
Ah! I forgot sorry.

I feel bad for my little angel. She didn't even had the chance to had a glimpse of the world.

Lily:
I know she's happy from there. Don't worry.

Kelly:
Thank you. I love you all.

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I got the information from my mom, from her own experience. Do correct me if I'm wrong. I am open with everything. Thank you.