can we kiss forever

make up and make out

(next day) i wake up and think about last night i smile as i think how lucky i am to have such a amazing man in my life he has changed my life so much since the moment i met him *he wakes up* ondre:morning babe kaitie:morning baby ondre:hey you ok kaitie:yeah uhh yeah i'm fine i say as a tear falls down my face ondre:hey don't cry baby it's ok what's wrong kaitie:it's just i got so lucky when we got together and i don't want to lose you ondre:babygirl i will never leave you i hate seeing you like this kait i love you and you know that and you damn well know i'm not going to leave you no matter what fights we get in i will always love you kaitie:i'm sorry i jus- ondre:don't be princess i love you to much to see you cry makes me miserable seing you unhappy kaitie:thx baby i love you i'm gonna go get dressed i kiss him and go in the bathroom but don't shut the door i go look at myself in the mirror and whisper to myself:god i've gotten really fat i should stop eating so much and with that i get dressed into this

i walk out of the bathroom to ondre still sitting on the bed but this time he is on his phone i walk downstairs to kouvr making food kouvr:hey you want breakfast kaitie:uhm no i'm ok but thanks for asking kouvr:you sure kaitie:yeah i'm sure thx though ondre then comes downstairs with my phone in his hand and he looked really mad ondre:kait who the hell is this and why is he texting you kaitie:what? ondre:don't act like you don't know what i'm talking about i start to cry and kouvr comes and pulls me to another room kouvr:what's going on bub kaitie:th-that is j-ackson hh-hes my e-x kouvr pulls me into a tight hug kouvr:how'd he get your number kaitie:we was my boyfriend how could he not know my number *sniffles* kouvr:isn't he blocked kaitie:i thought he was kouvr:here is what you need to do go talk to dre kaitie:jackson is an unknown caller he must've gotten a new phone or something but yeah i'll talk to him but i'm kinda scared kouvr:why kaitie:i always get scared when he is like this i always think he is going to hurt me kouvr:listen kait ondreaz would never do anything to hurt you he loves you so much just go talk to him a little secret he is very forgiving *she winks* i go upstairs into mine and ondre's room kaitie:hey please let me expl- ondre:no need to you clearly don't love me he says handing me my phone kaitie:how could i not love you i don't even feel like i'm enough for you i poured my heart out to you this morning i love you ondreaz and i-if you leave me i-i wont know what to do  i love you ondre and if you want to walk away like everyone else in my life did then go but you wont leave before i can explain that was jackson you know my ex he's he been texting me alot lately and i've been ignoring him after i say that i walk out of the room ondre:baby pls i cry as i walk out of our room when i get in the hall i sit there with my back against the wall i slide down the walk landing on the floor i curl myself into a little ball and cry i then hear footsteps then hear a voice it was thomas thomas:hey you ok kaitie:no i just want to leave thomas:how bout you tell me what's up then i'll take you to the beach kaitie:i just basically lost the best thing i ever had because of my stupid crazy ex he won't stop texting me now he just thomas:you don't have to say anymore come on kaitie:hold on i'm gonna go get a bathing suit i run the room ondre:can we pls just talk kaitie:what the hell is there to talk about ondre we've had so many great times you said i don't love you but if i didn't love you why would i have lost virginty to you ondre all the times with jackson we're forced you're the first guy i've actually made love with you the first guy that did not forcfully kiss me ondre i'm sorry if you think i don't love but i want you to know all i've done the past few months we've been together was love you,you mean and ment everything to me ondre:baby i'm sorry i was so damn inconciderate i wasn't thinking i'm sorry i really didn't know how much i ment to you kaitie:you thought you didn't mean a lot to me ondre you mean the world to me that's why i said i never wanted to lose you ondre i need you ondre:baby i'm so sorry i was being so stupid this whole arguement was stupid please forgive me kaitie:how couldn't i forgive you your to adorable not to forgive and yes this arguement was stupid but if you excuse me i'm going to the beach with thomas so i gotta go change ondre:can i come kaitie:i don't want thomas to be a third wheel ondre:we could go on a double date kaitie:your right but i gotta pick out a bathing suit i say as i go to the closet and pick out a bathing suit i walk to the bathroom ondre:you know you don't have to change in the bathroom anymore kaitie:i know i just want to i go in the bathroom and change into this bathing suit