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Online School Rant

(Note: please be reminded that this is based on my opinions, if you have anything to say about this, comment anytime)

I was very excited on online class, I really am, but weeks before classes started, I realized that some students don't own any laptops, ipads and phones. As school started, the first week was fine, when the 2nd week arrives, I'd just stare at my screen and think about nothing, I have no thoughts coming out from my mind, then I cried, my dad comforted me and told me that I should get used to the new normal, I tried but it's hard, but I'm not the only one struggling, almost every student does, some also send nudes for money to pay for their tuition fee, some parents would sacrifice some of their belongings and work 24/7 for more money, and I'd often get yelled by mom and she'd tell me I'm slow, it's really hard to keep up with many subjects (especially as a 10th grader, it's rlly hard)
And sometimes the Internet would cut off (it's every student's struggle when OLP). I really want to stay up late until 1 or 2am just to continue finishing my studies but my body can't do it, I don't want my mom to yell at me again, it ruins my self-esteem and my anxiety is bugging me, I also have a hard time focusing, All I wanted to do is cry, but I shouldn't do that, I'm 16, not 12. I never want to be a burden to my family, its just that this new normal is SHIT!! DepEd thinks that this Online shit is OK?!?! NO!!!! This is unhealthy!!!! MOST STUDENTS ARE NOT IN A SAFE PLACE TO STUDY!!!! JUST BECAUSE MAY PANDEMIC DOESN'T MEAN WALANG ACADEMIC FREEZE!!!!! AND ONLINE CLASSES IS NOT ABOUT LEARNING!!!! IT'S ABOUT PASSING!!!! (And btw, the video below is not directed to teachers, it's directed to DepEd)