Baby mate project

Fifth day of heat (11)

Bakugou woke up first, but was met with an empty bed. He sighed turning towards the sound of water running from the bathroom. It was the sink so it wasn't very loud, but still something to concentrate on. When Kirishima came out drying his face with a towel, he smiled. He didn't feel his heat as strong anymore besides some sleepiness. When he realized Kirishima didn't smile back right away he sat up. The smile he showed him didn't reach his eyes. Kirishima walked over and sat on the bed beside him and looked at his hands playing with his thumbs. When Bakugou parted his lips he was abruptly stopped by the shock of being hugged and pulled. When his head stopped spinning he looked down to see he was straddling the red head and said redhead had his arms wrapped around his waist and his face buried in his belly. He hugged Kirishima back when he remembered the night before. He felt bad for scaring him like that, but Kirishima was the only person he could trust. Kirishima pulled away from Bakugou and looked up at him, this time with a real smile that reached his eyes.
"How do you feel today?" Was all he asked.
"I- I feel ok." Bakugou had some serious whiplash from the redhead.
"There's snacks over there, and ice cream in the freezer, and..." The redhead just kept going on and on about where things were. Bakugou got tired of listening soon after Kirishima repeated the same thing for the fourth time on where his pile of hoodies were. Kirishima heard Bakugou sigh and slightly smiled but kept talking. He was surprised when Bakugous hand came up to his mouth stopping him from continuing. He looked up to see Bakugous eyes closed and him leaning into him. When his forehead touched his he heard ever so quietly...
"Just... Just love me kiri. Love me today." His eyes widened when he heard him but was saddened when the blonde didn't make any move to open his eyes. Bakugou would be lieing if he said that he didnt miss Kirishima when he woke up alone, he'd be lieing if he said that he didn't miss the redhead when he was in fact holding him in his arms. He found he always missed him, he had a strange thirst for the redheads presents. A thirst he didn't know how to relieve. He didn't open his eyes but was satisfied when Kirishimas grip on his tightened and his face ended up in the crook of his neck. He smiled and was even more satisfied when Kirishima got up with him still in his arms and moved onto the bed laying down with Bakugou on top of him. When Kirishima leaned back he didn't take account with much of anything, so he was surprised when he got a sharp pain in the back of his head from the wall. Bakugou burst out laughing sitting up. They fixed their position on the bed and layed down together. Kirishima had his arms around Bakugou and neither said anything, neither liked the feeling of loneliness but like this it wasn't so bad. Kirishima hummed, he didn't mean to it slipped out. How a hum slipped out he had no idea. But he was surprised when Bakugou purred back. He looked at Bakugou with wide eyes, questioning if he had actually heard him right. Neither said anything for at least an hour just cuddling on his bed. Bakugou was the one to break the silence after he looked up and saw how relaxed Kirishima was. His chin rested in Kirishimas chest, he loved the view but he was curious.
"Can I ask you something?" Bakugou asked quietly, so quietly that if Kirishima was asleep he wouldn't stir, but if he was awake then he'd hear him. Kirishimas eyebrows furrowed before he looked down to see Bakugous eyes on him.
"Yea..." His voice was rough around the edges.
"The other night...." Bakugou was a little embarrassed to be asking this now. But it seemed the sentence brought Kirishima to life.
"What about it?" His voice showed no sign of being tired. Now that Bakugou thought about it more he didn't know how to word his questions. Kirishima sat up rubbing his eye brows and pinching his nose.
"Is this about me not mating you?" Kirishima looked at Bakugou with a sad look. Bakugou just nodded his head looking at his hands playing with his thumbs. Kirishima had thought about it allot in his free time, but now that Bakugou asked him it made him wonder what Bakugou thought.
"Bakugou..." Should he just spit it out, or lay it down easy for the blonde? Bakugou didn't look up at Kirishima, he was embarrassed that he let it get to him, he just wanted the stupid redhead to say something, anything!
"I want your first time to be special." Bakugou looked up with an angry look.
"W- like I'm a girl?" For some reason that really pissed him off.
"No, Bakugou. Mating is sex, sex is..." Kirishima didn't really know what to say. The silence wasn't making Bakugous anger any better.
"Will you just lay it onto me?" Bakugou was pissed.
"I don't want you to be on your heat when we go that far. When your on your heat its desired but you don't really want it, you- Bakugou, so you want to get mated?" Kirishima was a little saddened.
"Yes Kiri, I want mated to you." Bakugou had somehow done a 180° and wasn't mad anymore.
"You do know the risks of this... All the possibilities, right? I mean not saying that I wouldn't mind but-" Kirishima knew what mating meant, and at the age of 16 they seemed a little young for that.
"I know Kiri, but its worth it." Bakugou chuckled, he had such a stupid alpha.
"You know condoms are a thing right?" He looked up to see a red faced Kirishima in front of him.
"Y-yea!" Bakugou laughed some more before he stopped.
"So the conditions to you mating me, are for me not to be on my heat? And to use protection?" He wanted Kirishima to mate him and not only because he was a horny teenager but because he truly thought it'd make them stronger, together. Kirishima looked down before answering Bakugou.
"Yea, those are the conditions, on my half of it. What's your conditions?" Kirishima was curious now. He looked up to see Bakugou with a red face and his mouth open.
"We- we'll cross that bridge when we get there!" Bakugou yelled covering his face with his hands.
"Ok, ok, ok. Then what now? That we've figured that out." Bakugou looked up. He slowly dropped his hands down to his lap his head following suite.
"The nightmares." He couldn't bring himself to look at Kirishima, he couldn't do it. The alpha had seen him naked, crying, bleeding, craving sex from him, but he couldn't stand to look so damn weak in front of Kirishima.
"Th-they don't happen as often. Maybe once every few weeks... They don't get bad anymore either." He lied he knew that Kirishima would question the uncurtainess radiating off of him. The nightmares still got bad, they weren't as bad as they were after the attach but they still happened. They weren't bad when Kirishima or anyone else was around, they were just bad when he was alone. His thoughts would always venture to the ever so faint scars that littered his hands and how everyone thought of him as weak. Everyone, besides Kirishima.
He refused to give him that image of himself to Kirishima to plant that seed of doubt in him, to make him wonder if his partner would be strong enough to have his back, or if at the end of the day it'd be both of them laying face down on the concrete, he refused.
"Its ok, I get it. Memories are memories we can't control when they come back with the trama." Bakugou looked up at Kirishima with wide eyes, he was shocked. The redhead didn't question anything, he just... Trusted him.
He moved over to Kirishima and hugged him tight.
"Thank you Kirishima." He said all to quietly. Kirishima hugged him back letting the blonde relax into him slightly.
"Don't... Don't ever lie to me again Bakugou." His voice was quiet and held emotions that he kept off. The blond flinched but nodded his head nonetheless.
"Yes alpha." Bakugou shrank into Kirishimas body. Kirishima slightly smiled pulling Bakugou closer to him if possible. After awhile, they decided to watch movies for the rest of the day. After the movie the croods, followed by, The little prince, followed by always be my maybe, both boys got tired. They turned off the laptop and climbed into bed. Kirishima layed on his side with his arm loosely drapped over Bakugou who couldn't seem to hold still; constantly tossing and turning in his restless sleep. The blondes breathing picked up pace and his restlessness seemed to get worse. Kirishima wasn't fully asleep, he could feel Bakugou moving around and still hear him. He heard when Bakugous breath hitched and he held still for the slightest of minutes. His back was turned to him but he didn't know that. His grip on Bakugou tightened as he pulled the blonde closer to him with his arm securely around his waist. When Kirishima heard what could be described as a sigh of relief, then and only then did darkness fully take over him, as the limp body of his partner layed against him.