Poetember | Spoken poetry | Scrambled words

Finale bonus: Waiting for spring outside this labyrinth

(My friend and I share same birthdate,our birth flower mean waiting for the spring hence the title..)

Friend:

You are in a Labyrinth, you sit and overthink
About the people who would make you think you are worthless
But you're not, I wrote this because I feel this way,
If you can relate, then you're the reason that I wrote these verses
I write these to let you know you can leave this way
Take a different path, this is the way I release my pain
Realize that your intuition is better than people you're with, hey
F*ck 'em, those who make you feel shit, yeah!
Frequently introspecting,
'Cause they never understand what I'm thinking
They were stunting, jumping on us when we fell down
My fear was lurking, I felt something like a breakdown
I was hurting, but I had to wake up 'cause I didn't want to lose in this labyrinth
Some kids haven't grown enough, some thing's aren't known enough
The lack of self-esteem fucks me up,
I feel like "this is enough, I can't take any more pressure"
But I haven't grown enough, my stuff isn't known enough,
I'm writing this not to motivate you, wallowing in depression
This ain't for motivation, just be aware of that person
Who makes you feel like a burden,
They don't even have a valid reason for hurtin a soul,
But they won't be admittin'
The bitterness so high, you think twice 'fore saying anything
'Cause whenever anything feels wrong
They target you and put all the blame on you, that's not your home
If you feel alone and no one is there to comfort you,
You stick to your phone, tired of being on your own
Then you fall in an abyss, life without bliss,
That's all the rhyme you can write on your phone
You being dismissive of me, makes me distrustful of ya
Feels like a paranoia, my temper is bad and anxiety is worse,
Sometimes it feels like it's all my fault, that's why I wrote this verse
To let you know, this ain't your fault and you gotta clear this labyrinth
'Cause you don't wanna end up being a loser in this labyrinth.

Me:(inspired reply)

Unknowingly I entered this labyrinth,where is sit and overthink,
Overthink about everything,everyone said.
What did I do to feel so bad,I was trying to be happy to be me, but you pushed me to the depths of sad.
You are now telling me I can stop living this way,
But how can I ignore ten others that you also say.
Take a different path? A way away from pain?
But you are letting all my efforts to be happy to go so easily in vain.
Are you telling my intuition is better than people I am with's attitude?,
But if I leave them, to kill there will be solitude.
I can mess around the world outside, but how will I with myself fight?
They will never understand what I think?
So did I after the whole time I spent just to overthink.
Yes you can't motivate me,
Because I have accepted the facts,
I am still me will all my flaws,
Loving is difficult at given stage but I am trying to accept it all.
Blaming others won't help,
Because no matter what they do something off will always be felt,
When they try to comfort we push them off,when they stop caring our blaming doesn't stop.
Yes I am glued to my phone,
Because it opens up happy doors,
My anxiety,paranoia temper is worse,
Only when I compare I feel adverse.
I didn't commit any sins,
Yet you put me in labyrinth,
Forcing me to let depression win,
Should I push myself off the rim?

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Thanks all for coming till the end love y'all♥️💜.