Fated

chapter 18

(Lizzy)

Its been a month,a full whole month leaving the pack and yet i still don't know the place i am in ,a full month of boredom with nothing to do, yes at the pack i had nothing to do but atleast Martin and Aiden kept me company i had atleast something to do then and someone keeping me company, Dara is starting to be annoying with her constant nagging wanting to atleast stretch out, it has almost been 2 months since my last run hence the nagging, I've been staying with two people yet i don't know their names no had we shared more than 10 words to each other, i tried keeping a conversation but it felt forced , i was asking questions and they answered one word answer  which i ended up stopping, besides everything i was worried, Dara was worried about her mate's safety, she was yearning for him , i mean its been a month without seeing nor touching him, she yearned his touch. I had already memorized Titanic by heart ,word by word due to constantly watching it, i had cried tears more than a river because of it , i had already memorized the assassin by heart too because they the two movies that kept repeating daily, i had already seen every episode of K.C undercover , Liv and Maddie, School rock  i can name them shows that i never had thought i could watch them but here i was.

Besides being worried about josh's safety and wondering if he was okay ,i was worried about Alex ,he was injured and i didn't know if the rouges had already attacked or what , was he okay ,how did he fight when he was injured a lot of questions were running through my mind,knowing i wasn't far from home my new home,although i didn't know where i was but the ride here was shorter than i had thought it would be. Besides that or anything Alex's words rang on my mind continuously repeating them and questioning how my father  could do that , why would he do that in the first place, why would my mother allow it, their death still haunted me and still painful from the both of us .

(Flashback)

My eyes blink a couple of times making sure what am seeing is real ,once, twice  i blink with my heart rapidly racing a thousand times an hour , a load grunt leaves my father's mouth sending out a warning tone , he stands just in front of his mate protectively , Alex is right besides me protecting me ,

"Lizzy mommy needs you to run okay" My mother said giving me a small smile, Its clearly visible how much she is faking it , at this moment i feel helpless that am unable to help my family all i could do at this moment was sat there watching helpless. Immediately after my mother said those words she turned facing ahead with no time to strip off her clothes she changes from her human form , in a blink of an eye she stood there not in two but four feet’s well not feet’s but paws , beautiful in her brown fur , she stood as what human call dogs but to me its an insult, pure insult because werewolves were far better than dogs , my eyes linger to my father before i can utter anything the big grey wolf that is equal to my fathers size jumps ahead aiming for his throat but he is quick to notice his movements because he tackles him on the ground rolling away from others , my mother too attacks the others , Alex stood right besides me protectively , knowing a 13 years old pup cannot yet transform so basically am nothing but a helpless human at this moment , my father locked eyes with Alex for few minutes making sure he keeps notice of the others movements, Alex immediately nods at that ,i knew then they were having a mind link conversation i hated that because i couldn't been included on them since yet again i hadn't shifted nor had my wolf form came forward , Alex turned away from the messy fight.

"Lets go lizzy" he said that with his eyes moving around spotting any danger coming our way but the was non ,a low whine had my head turning back to look at what was happening and only then did i see my mother on the ground bleeding probably from the canines that had bitten her , my father pursuit followed her on the ground unable to stand up , one of the weakness in a male wolf , my father was at weakness at this moment because of his mate , this is one of a wolves weakness, when your mate is feeling pain the other mate felt half the pain, so at this moment i cant imagine how my mother was in pain if half of the pain that dropped my father on the ground was just half of what my mother felt , her eyes looked at me pleadingly ,the big grey wolf took that chance to attack my father.

"Lizzy" Alex rumbled panicky before grabbing me by my arm ,we started running fast as we could as far as our feet’s could take us i couldn't keep up with Alex due to his wolf speed he was faster than a lightning (joking) but yeah he was faster than i was or any human for that matter as i said before i was practically a useless human at this moment, because i couldn't keep up he had to slow down, the loud whines behind us were fading and right then and there i knew i had lost my parents for good  and never will see my mother nor my father , at that moment i questioned the moon Goddess , my sharp eyes sight spotted a few of the wolves catching up behind us, ready to attack us. My fear wouldn't allow me to slow down and catch my breath but Alex did he was slowing down because those were catching up, fast.

"Go home" he said looking at me in the eye as i did the same i begged him with my eyes not to do what he was thinking. "I'll meet you there in 30 minutes i promise"he said before his eyes begged me to run i did exactly that until reaching our small cabinet, i used everything to make sure the door was locked and no one can get in, anxiously i sat waiting for alex but the tears roll down my eyes realising my mom and dad were gone ,I'll never see them.

"Pup open the door" Alex said knocking on the door , i wiped the tears off before pushing everything away and open the door,i threw myself towards him and he rubbed my back assuring me he was here.

"Are they really gone" i asked the tears already burning my eyelids ,he looked at me sadly and i knew the answer.

"Alpha Titus killed our parents for nothing" he closed his eyes preventing the tears from falling out he was acting strong "their death won't be in vein, even if it takes years I'll revenge them,I'll kill every member of Blackwood " he said anger protraying on his face with no hint that he was joking but he looked dead serious.
(End of the Flashback)

My eyes shot open , i wasn't asleep but i was just trying to nap , i sat upright my mind going back slowly this time not as quick as i was last time.

"Alpha Titus killed our parents for nothing their death won't be in vein, even if it takes years I'll revenge them,I'll kill every member of Blackwood "
"Wares heal faster when they focus on their healing why aren't you doing anything "
"Am saving my energy for the war "
"What do you mean  war"
"The will be war pup,Rouge's and the Blackwood and only one of them will come out alive and its my responsibility to make sure you happy before any of this happens"
"Alex you talking like someone who knows a lot  than he had said what is going on Alex when will they attack "
"Father was a good man everything he did he did it for a reason ,this pathetic Alpha Titus protraying to be a decent kind man , his not, he has never been a good Alpha only Luna Rose was , an Alpha is suppose to help his pack when they in need ,and he turned him away "
"Was it okay then when he sold my soul to the devel"
"Father was a good man and i promise no matter what I'll protect you okay ,if the alpha isn't capable of putting you into safety then i will gladly do it Lizzy you have to leave this place soon"
"But what if they attack while you injured Alex you won't be able to fight for yourself"
"They wont trust me "
"Just know everything am doing is for you us"

My conversation with Alex rang on my mind like a broken record it plays on my mind ,like the missing piece i didn't see or didn't know i needed.

"Alpha Titus killed our parents for nothing their death won't be in vein i will kill every member of Blackwood pack " "Just know everything am doing is for us"

I ran my hand over my head like i just solved the most impossible puzzle, the light above my head was brighter than ever.

"No,Alex" i said widening my eyes hoping what am thinking is wrong.