The Fear of touching you ( Damian X Jon)

Decisions

A/N : don't  kill me, life has been hectic.
I love this story so much, I apologize for the wait, I am throwing this up before editing so please excuse any mistakes.
Love - King

Jon had no openings to sneak out.
Even while his father was asleep, he always manged to wake up.

But he was Superman, he couldn't watch Jon constantly.

Once his father had a mission far enough away he ran to Damian.

His mother encouraged it.

When he got to the manor Alfred opened the door

" Ah, young Jonathan"
The old Butler seemed more then pleased to see him

"Master Damian isn't here I'm afraid, but please come in and wait for him"

Jon found it strange, Damian was always home during the day.
He normally slept most of it

Alfred read him like an open book
He stepped aside to let the young Kent in.

" His father needed him for business, he should be back shortly they've been gone all morning"

Jon sighed
Damian probably didn't sleep, which meant he was going to be tired and irritated.

He sat with Alfred.
The large manor was so silent.

" Is everyone gone?"
He asked curiously
He took a seat in the kitchen while Alfred prepared lunch

" Jason is asleep and master Dick is on an outing"

Jon liked Alfred's company.
Infact he was the one Jon preferred to spend time with

Dick was nice but the boys were so protective of Damian now.

Again he had missed the bat girls.
His chest felt tight thinking about them

They'd have handled it gracefully.
Would have showen how protective they were of Damian but still would have treated Jon the same as they always had.

He wanted to tell them so badly.

He wondered if Alfred could help him

" Mr pennyworth, have you any idea when the girls will be back?"

Alfred looked at him with a frown

" No, I'm sorry Jon"
The discussion seemed over after that.

It didn't matter, he heard the large double doors open and he bolted .

His thoughts shifted and the only thing on his mind now was Damian Wayne.

The young Wayne looked furius until he seen Jon.

His expression completely melted and changed.

He ran to Damian and threw himself in his boyfriends arms.

He sighed happily.

Finally, he was home, safe in Damian's grasp

Damian's next words scared him .

" I'd like to speak with you about something

Did he want to break up?
Was he unhappy?
Why did he look so mad when he had walked in

Jon's heart was beating like crazy.

Damian gently took his hand and led Jon up to his room

A place normally so calming and safe for Jon.

Damian read his expression easily
He shut his door and turned to face Jon

His hand was so gentle and soft on Jon's cheek.

So warm, Damian's touch was so familiar, his body craved it, he was shaking slightly.

Like there would have been a chill in the air

But he wasn't cold at all.

Damian smiled at him, such a rare thing

His eyes were gorgeous, especially when unguarded like this, so soft, warm and full of love

He wondered if the boy wonder would ever tell him what he wanted a few moments ago

" Damian?"

He asked softly, a little confused.

It seemed like Damian had forgotten.

" Oh yes"

He said clearing his throat, forcing himself to join reality for the time being.

" Jonathan, would you be interested In living together?"

There wasn't any reason they couldn't move in together

They were both old enough

But both so terribly obligated to their families...to their father's.

He wanted to say yes, it would be so much easier.

But he was scared, it was a terrifying question

Damian's expression was guarded again, Jon hadn't even noticed the shift.

" Is your silence a no then?"

Jon panicked

" No!"

Damian's expression fell, God, Jon hated seeing his beautiful face contorted in such hurt

" I understand..."

Jon was an idiot

" No!"

He shouted again, because apparently he was just that stupid

Damian sighed, the hurt in his eyes made Jon want to kick himself in the ass

" Jonathan, I understood you the first time, I'm not pressuring you"

He wanted to yell no again but stopped himself

He took a deep breath

" That's not what I'm saying, my silence wasn't an answer, Damian, it's a huge decision"

Damian knew this, but he was so enthused about it, he thought perhaps Jon might feel the same way
Though Jon was closer to his family.

" Of course"

The young Wayne said in a gentle voice, as gentle as Damian's voice ever was

Damian didn't plan on this being done quickly, it would be a slow process, if Jon agreed, but he'd like to get started, their future was important to him

He hoped Jon realized that.

After Damian slept he felt much better

Clark was still gone so he offered to take Jon on a date.

Which the younger boy whole heartedly accepted.

He could hardly wait.