Waiting For Someone (SB19 Ken)

chapter 24

Atasha's POV

Pagkakita ko sa letter ay may nahulog na singsing agad ko itong kinuha ay binasa ung naka dikit na papel dun sa may singsing at binasa iyun at dun ko rin nalaman kung kanino galing ito.

From: Ken Suson

I know that i chatted you and i already tell the real situation, I'm still not move on, on you, bakit ba kase sobrang mahal kita? Dati si sophia lng mahal na mahal ko pero simula nung nag break tayo mas lalo kang naging importante sakin, mali ba 'tong ginagawa ko? Mali ba na iniwan na lang kita, mahal ko? Alam mo kung gaano kita ka mahal atasha, pero hindi ko matanggap na dahil kay sophia nakipag break ka, atasha kung wala na akong space sa puso mo, okay lang kaya kong tanggapin Yun dahil mahal kita, sana maging masaya ka kay jacks, i miss you and mahal na mahal kita

After i read that i cried, stell hug me tightly.

Does he don't know how hard is that for me? Hindi nya tanggap na dahil kay sophia nakipag break ako, eh alam ko naman na kahit kami na mahal nya parin si sophia, ano ba kasing meron kay sophia at naisipan nyang sumama dun.

'I need a fresh air i need to go to rooftop',sabi ko habang pinipigilan ung luha ko

'Bakit ken? Bakit? Naisip mo ba ung mararamdaman ko kung sakaling hindi aki nakipag hiwalay sayo? Tangina ken sibrang hirap sobrang hirap mag move on sayo kasi mahal kita',sigaw ko kasabay ng pag agos ng luha

'Sa tingin mo ganun kadali sakin makipag break sa taong mahal na mahal ko ha ken',sigaw ko na halos mawalan ako ng boses

'Sana ken inisip mo ung mararamdaman ko tas ano ngayon mag papadala ka ng chocolate and flowers dahil mahal mo pa ako, bakit ba kasi hndi mo na lng muna ako kalimutan ken, bakit hindi mo na lng mahalin uli si sophia kasi ako kaya kong masaktan sa taong mahal ko'

'Sana ken nung una pa lng hindi na kita sinagot pa'

'Atasha may note pa dun oh basahin mo nalng',sabi ni sejun at inabot sakin ung envelope

This ring, the ring that i want you to wear, the ring that i prepared for 1 year and half months, i want you to wear this ring on our wedding, i want to propose on you but you broke up with me, im not there to wear that on you, im not telling that you should wear that to remind me, i want you to keep that ring, if i came back there i want to propose on you, i know you love someone else, but yza told me that you still love me, don't get mad at her, i asked her a many times so that's why i knew about it, with that ring remind me of you, don't worry before i leave you there i already wear the ring, it has a name there, my ring here i name it atasha and the ring there for you i name it ken, please atasha i know you loved someone else but please let me keep love you