Waiting For Someone (SB19 Ken)

chapter 25

Ken's POV

After nung gabing naka chat ko si stell ay pilit kong sinubukan ung sinabi nya. Pero ang hirap eh, ansakit

Tama nga naman si stell, masama ung hindi mo makita ung halaga ng taong kasama mo ngayon, ung halaga nya na di ki makita kita, ung halaga nya na binabalewala ko, ung halaga nya bilang isang babae, kahit na ex ko na siya ay kailangan ko parin pahalagahan ung halaga nya, hindi ko pwede balewalain na lang basta basta ang halaga ng isang tao lalo na kung naging parte sya ng buhay ko, simula ngayon hanggat nakakasama ko pa si sophia ay papahalagahan ko na siya.

'Ken',sabi ni sophia at kumatok

'Sandali lang',sabi ko at tumayo sa kama at binuksan ung pinto

'Kain na tayo',sabi ni janet

'Sige antayin nyo lang ako saglit',tumango naman sila kaya sinarado ko uli ung pinto ng room at nag toothbrush pagtapos ay lumabas na ako at nandun parin sila sa tapat ng pinto ng room ko

'Lets go?'

'Yeah lets go',sabi ni sophia kaya naman nag lakad na kami

'Uhm Sophia what is your favorite place here at the korea?'

'Hmm',sabi ni sophia at nag iisip pa

'How about you janet?'

'Jeju island i guess',sabi ni janet at ngumiti

'Sophia? Are you done thinking?'

'I still don't know, why?',tanong nya

'Nothing i just want to know',sabi ko at kumuha ng makakain

'Hey ken what did yza told you? About what?',tanong ni sophia

Oo nga pala nag usap nga pala kami ni yza nun sa N Seoul tower

'Nothing, don't mind it',sabi ko at kumain na lang

Actually sinabi lang naman sakin ni yza ung masasakit, HAHA oo masasakit na word, it's all from her and from atasha's words

《Flashback》

'Ken meet you up here because of eonni atasha',yza said

'What about her?'

'She wants you to know that, she's happy for you and sophia, she's happy to met you, she's happy to be with you in 2 years and 5 months',yza said, why it's hurt?

'And take my words too',yza said

'What is it?'

'Moved on to her first and give all your attention on sophia, don't wait for the time that you will lost her again in your life, love her again if you can, treat her as your gf not as your ex, don't mind and think eonni atasha, she's happy with jacks',she said, and it's hurt me a lot

'Do you want to say that i should forget atasha?'

'Yeah, give all you attention on noona atasha when you go back to the philippines, when you get back there, please take care of her, i don't want to lost her, she's one of my closest auntie, and i know that you already know that, i don't know if i can be back on philippines, and if it's happen i want to thank you all for the loves and supports you gave to us, if i can't make it, please tell justin that im happy that i met him',she said, so if she can't make it, she will stay here, until their group disbanded

'Okay I'll tell that to justin'

'Kamsahamnida oppa ken',she said, and she bow

(Trans: thank you kuya ken)

'Cheonman-eyo yza',i said and bow

(Trans:your welcome yza)

'I need  to go bye',she said and waiving her hands and she's gone now

I've just sit here in the bench and thinking of something

《End of flashback》

'Ken do you think atasha is happy on this thing?',tanong ni janet, at kelan pa sya naging interesado sa relationship namin ni atasha?

'Why you ask that?'

'Nothing, i just want to know',sabi ni janet

'I don't know if she's happy but please don't mention her name',parang nagulat pa siya sa sinabi ko

'Why?',tanong nya

'Basta don't mention her name'

'Okay',sabi ni janet at ininom ung juice

'Uhm sophia do you think this is good?'

'Good what?',tanong nya

'About us'

'Yeah ken, I'm okay with what we have right now',sabi nya

'If we didn't see each other, do you still care about me?',bigla akong napatingin sa kanya nung tinanong nya iyun

'What are you talking about sophia'

'Do you still care about me if I'm far away from you?',tanong nya uli

'Sophia direct it, what are you talking about, don't get me nervous'

'I was saying that if you still care about me if I'm far away from you, i know that you still love and care for atasha so that's why i asked you',sabi nya

'I still care about you coz, you're from my past'

'What if you and atasha will married?',tanong nya

'I still care for you, i think atasha will be happy if she know that i still have a care to my ex'

'Thank you ken for being here',sabi ni sophia at niyakap ako, hinaplos ko na lang ung ulo nya

'Sorry for what happen',she apologized

'It's okay'

'Thank you ken, thank you so much, thank you for your understanding',sabi ni sophia

'No problem sophia, i want to say thank you too'

'So guys can we go now?',tanong ni janet nagka tinginan kami ni sophia at sabay tumawa