What the hell happened to me?

CODE BLUE

Jackson left the room and joined Jo and Bailey out in the hall, the chest pains have gotten worse and it felt like someone just came and stabbed me in my heart and it wasn't beating anymore. Jackson got paged down to the pit, and
I had the audacity to try and call for help but the more I moved the more it felt worse.
Meredith came into my room and saw that I looking good, she ran in and checked my pulse but it kept getting weaker and weaker by the second.
My B.P went to the roof and going into V-Fib
She started compressions and called CODE BLUE!
CODE BLUE!
Jo came running in with the crash cart as Jackson got a 911 page.
He came running back up the stairs and took over compressions while Meredith grabbed that paddles.
CHARGE TO 175, (Jackson stops compressions) CLEAR! Charge again to 250 CLEAR!
(Flatlines) c'mon c'mon mutters Jackson
CLEAR! Starting compressions yelled Jackson,
okay charge one more time to 320, CLEAR!
Sinus tach Jackson said.
Meredith checks my pulse, whew we got her back.
I coughed and started to breathe heavily she put a oxygen mask on me while I slowly opened one eye.
W-wh-what-t ha- -pend ? I whispered,
They doctors were so relived that I was ok and that I started to talk.
Jackson kindly told Meredith to step out of the room, while he wanted to talk we me.
Am I allowed to ask how it happened he said,
I looked at him and all I said was: My brother.
He looked confused,
Is my brother ok? I asked, he said that the cancer was growing so they went into starting the chemo treatment for him. I started to tear up,
So he is worse I said while Jackson nodded his head.
I coughed and said, i thought he was a doctor,
Jackson stoop up.
I thought he was a doctor, he came to me wearing a white coat, and grabbed my arm and said "you need to come with me now" I stepped back noticing that he didn't have an ID badge
What's your name he asked, I was stupid enough to tell him, I asked if there was anything wrong with my brother and he said yes, it's your brothers and it's an emergency, he grabbed my arm but tighter this time so I wouldn't run away. I wasn't paying attention so I went with him because something told me that it actually was my brother. Every step I took he grabbed my arm harder and harder,
Jackson was looking at my arm and could visualize the hand prints that he printed on them as I continued the story
My brothers room was upstairs so I was going towards the elevators but he wouldn't let me and dragged me into this wired hallway I didn't know.
I closed my eyes he shoved me into the i think the stairwells, (takes deep breath in) I stopped him and said that this wasn't the right way he pulled my hair
" I know little girl, but if you don't follow me right now I will come find you and do some very bad stuff to you and keep your mouth shut" he told me with a grind on his face.
He let go of my arm and pushed me and grabbed my neck tightly as he was forcing me to go downstairs.
"Why are we going here" I asked with tears "because no one will ever find you here" I wanted to punch him and leave but I knew that it wouldn't bring out anything good.
Jackson rubbed his face and looked outside the window and back at me " Then the dragged you the the basement where no one was." I nodded my head up and down.
The closet, he shoved me face forward into a big janitor closet with lots of packages and boxes.
I fell down he came in and locked the door behind him, he picked me up and and took my sweatshirt off .