Nyi ( English Translation Book)

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After 14 hours long operation, I wake up in the glorious morning with the glorious news that our operation is successfully done. And Nyi's recovering well. I am sure that not only my mind love Nyi but also my whole body love him so much too.

Even the unconscious parts of my body working Nyi's fantastically, how do I put this love with all my heart and blood, love with all my life and death ... ohh am I putting this so far ...

Nyi's in the special care room, seeing him recovering so fast...he is looking at me like a Phoenix reincarnated from his own ashes and rebirth gloriously, I can't stop looking at him.

After a few days I was fully recovered and the doctor grant me to leave the hospital but I don't go anywhere I just stick around Nyi until he too fully recovered. Our news of operation success trending on every social media and everyday we both received a lot of letters and postcards and flower ... Nyi's said...

"We aren't even a celebrity haha"

Yeah just like that, when we arrive at our homeland, I don't know why so serious about it, our both parents decided we can't be together so they send Nyi to my brother country side house and we had a long day of heartbrokenings. Actually, we both had a lot of things we had been discussed when we arrived Yangon but the plan didn't work interrupted by our own parents so ... we just buried those plans under the feelings and missing each other.

But I always go to visit Nyi every Fridays live together every weekend, but the plan is good until our parents interfered with the so called we are so worried take some one with you guys ... so wherever I take Nyi there's always a person with us ... my brother or Nyi's Mum or Aunty Swe.

We can live as we do in the past, I can't even get close to Nyi. My situation was more likely a bachelor come to his crush to get love and had to get through those Mum and Aunty and Brother ...so bad actually. But I figure it out with camera, whenever I take a picture I can get close to him as much as I wanted, sometimes things really get so tense, if my Dad came back...he always come with me ...the reason was so simple "I wanna see Kaung Kaung" but he means "I am going to watch you both" so bad.

Whenever he came with me, we can't even dare to look at each other, have to get close behind them but mostly there's no chance of that...

When I got back to Yangon... I am always looking at all the pictures of Nyi and get the night pass by...some nights I said to the picture "I really want to live with you now" again and again, after the phone call with Nyi I always put my head into the pillow and shout it out. I was like a teenager at 25 what a joke to myself oh you guys are really good oh Parents!

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Ko Z whenever I think of the name my heart beating faster and faster. Sometime I mistaken did he gave me the heart of his or the liver. His liver in my body clean every toxic of my blood and my heart, I know that the blood I needed were given by him too. Whenever I think of him, whenever I saw the scar on my belly whenever I take a breathe I am so happy for myself and for him. I thank the lord for giving me such love of my life and death.

Such hero of my life have to be apart all because of our parents, he don't even dare to touch me in front of them, even when we are talking to each other there's always watcher around us. I sometimes want to laugh badly because of his action, he peeped at me when people around, he knows nothing of breakthrough love. Yet he is so sweet. So childish, just because of his childishly action I name him in my contact as Ari which mean kiddo, and he thought it would mean the person who I love the most ...I laugh at him... he look at me and angry at me for a while just for that ...such a sweet person. Oh Ko Z I love you so much you know.