HE'S MY GAY |Jenkai|

Old Friend

Today is another date with taehyung, actually i see the difference from old taehyung to new taehyung, the old him is not caring and not gentleman, but he managed to treat me now like a princess, so i enjoy his company now

"Hey babe, you ready" he said after he buckled my seatbelt, i said to him that i can do it, but he insist, he still hard headed

I just up and down my eyebrows, as a sign to go

After a long drive, i did'nt know that i sleep, taehyung just wake me up, i smell the familliar breeze of the sea, and im right we are in jeju island, i cant forget the boy who make me so important in his life, like im his priority

"Come on jennie, our room is prepared" wait.. our room?

"Woman we have different beds okay, you look like you disgusted to me" i smiled awkwardly to him, its okay if its kai...  Wait why kai?,  ugh forget him jennie

My mind back to normal when taehyung hold my hand, and interlock our fingers, its weird because my ex holding my hand?, its just weird

"Taehyung, i want to walked through the sand, you can go to the room, dont mind me" he just nod and pat my head, when im with him i feel like he's my older brother, i just dont feel connection between us, but with kai i felt different, i feel butterflies

And because i miss that boy, i walked through our hide-out, its much prettier than before, the chandellier looks much beautiful, and the sofa is super clean

Me and that boy only knew this place, and no one can enter this because its private, the owner if this house is my mother's friend, so i can easily go to this place

I see a mans back, he looks familliar, he have a wide shoulder and he's height is super tall, when he suddenly turn to see all the things, i saw him..  Its kai

"What are you doing here?" he looked pale, with his eyes open, he can't say anything

"Nini let me explain please?" i quickly get out of the house, but he grabbed my arm hastily

"What the hell is wrong with you?!, let go of me, ouch!" because of his grip he leave a red mark to my arm

"Jennie let me explain?!" i just signaled him to go on

"I am the guy who is inside this trapped house with you,  remember we use to talk and talk alot, you are just a cute little girl back then, you change beatifully" i smiled when he start to reminsce

"Why you didn't tell me earlier?" he's face is so guilty

"I still have missi- i mean im scared" he's so weird

"Okay i forgive you, gosh all along its you hahaha" i put my hands into his shoulder but because he is so tall i stumbled

We hit the sand, my face is few inches than his, so close we smell each others breath, and i swear i could die because of that mint smell

"I-im sorry" i dont know why but im blushing to this position, when i was about to stand up, he put his arms to my back so i can stand

What is he doing?

"Just stay..., stay with me" he grinned, so i quickly got up, he didn't know whats effect on me in being in that position, and being close to him

I walked pass by him, hoe could he do that with no malice?, i am the one who is assuming but i dont want to being like this

"Hey im sorry okay hahaa" i didnt talk, he is such a tease, gosh i remember that taehyung is waiting for me

"Kai thank you, but taehyung is waiting for me in our room" he stunned and i saw how he grit his teeth, and clenched his fist, what's wrong with him?, i dont wanna be assuming again

"You share rooms now huh?, good for him, goodluck with you, be good okay" i slapped him hard on the face, how can he say that things when i like him, when i want him only him?

"Your so... Argh!..Nevermind" i walked far from him, i dont want to see him again, i felt guilty to taehyung, i promise to myself that i will never talked to kai anymore, but here we go again, back to zero

"Great you're here, where do you want to ea-" i kissed him becausei was proving myself that i dont like kai and i like taehyung, but when i kissed taehyung i dont feel any butterflies or my heart race, its just plain kiss

"What's with the kiss?" he sounded happy so im more guiltier than before

"Taehyung, you are a great partner, but i dont think we can succeed being in this relationship, I gave you a chance, but i think i love him" he just nod slowly, probably sinking what i've said

"Okay if that's make you happy, im still happy that you let me be in a relationship again, and i found someone too, so better be good to kai okay?" i just nod to him and hugged him

"Thank you taehyung" i waved my hand as i closed the door, maybe my decision is right, but i still didnt blame myself to this

I want to see kai right now, i want to tell him that i love him so much, but how could i do that?

When i see him, he is talking to a girl, that person is familliar, oh its krystal, why is she here?

"Gosh, just tell her the truth, its that hard?, just tell him that you're not gay, and you owe her bigtime, because of you her life is a mess" i walked faster to their place, is that true?

I grabbed kai's arm, he startled a little,

"Where is your room?" he pointed the room in a vip, i locked the door, incase krystal barge in

"Is that true kai?, you're not gay?!" all he could do is nod,

"Just tell me all, i dont know all of your lies, so tell me everything!" he looked to the ground, and his eyes are now red, he tries to stop himself not to cry but he failed

"Im not gay, your brother tell me to protect you because you're father has a lot of loans, many people want you to die, i can sacrifice myself to protect you, you're father is cheating to your mom, you have a older sister,but because of me we got in a accident, i love you since when were young, that's all my secret, is that all okay?" after he said that he get out of the room, he has so many secrets, and its all mind blowing