HE'S MY GAY |Jenkai|

Yuna

We see a note, holding in her hands, its a crumple paper but we managed to read what she wrote

'There's a monster inside that house, i hope you all live peacefully, i can't live anymore, im so tired of him, he betray all of you'

That's what she wrote on that paper, Mom wants to bring Yuna in the hospital, but she has no pulse, so mom called the police and an ambulance

"Based on her neck, someone strangled her really hard, that's why there's a red marks in her neck, but that's not the cause of death, she takes so many pills and her body convulse and her head hit the edge of her bed" police said while investigating some of the things that Yuna had

Me and Yuna are not close, but she checked me time to time, she treat me like a younger sister even i am much older than her, so im sad because she commit suicide, or someone killed her

And the worst is that the SOMEONE, is in our house right now

Police wants to inspect something but because of another urgent call, they leave us alone like nothing happens

"i think i know who killed her, but i need some proof, please dont be mad okay?" kai said to me with his so handsome face

"Ofcoarse i wont be mad at you, how can i be?" i said as i stared at his eyes

"I think it's your dad, but...  I think someone help him" i can see it in his eyes that he's so serious in finding who is responsible for this, he's whispering to me because dad is around the corner

"But the police said that she commit suicide right?, and there is a note too" he just nod at me slowly

"I think its them who write that letter, or...they force yuna to do it" kai sounded so relaxed like he knows what the answer is

Since we left the house, i can't concentrate to anything, i feel so bothered of what happen today, dad killed yuna?, can dad really kill a person?

"as i was saying... Hey, babe are you okay?" i snapped from my thoughts when kai suddenly stop the car

"Why did we stop?" he looked at me blankly

"I'm talking to you for hours, but you just seemed so distracted, is it about yuna?" i just nod to him as a responce

Im so confused when he got off the car, i though he somewhat pissed to me, but the door to where i seat opened and he slowly pulling me in my hands

"You're so distractred to everything that your dad do, please give youself a break, and for once stop proving to your dad that you're worth it, because we all knew that he is just blind not to see it"

Again i feel so loved when im with him, i feel like im the most luckiest girl to have him, i wish the world stops so we can enjoy ourselves and not minding others, just me and him

"So.. do you feel better now?" i quickly gave him a big hug, i realize that when im with him, all my problems seems to be small and easy, but in reality, it's big and difficult

"Thank you for always being there for me, i don't think i can't leave without you by my side" He just smiled pat my head

"I can't live without you either, please don't leave me when you know the truth okay?" I'm so confused, did he did something again?, is there another secret that he didn't tell me yet?

"What do you mean?, I... thought you said all of your secrets" I can feel that my eyes started to form a cry,

I don't want another secret, because all of his secrets lead  me to tears

"Just promise me you won't leave me, 'cause god knows how much I love you, and how much I can sacrifice for you" he smiled at me, but his eyes are not happy

"Just tell me now, I don't want another heartbreak Kai, I'm tired from all the crying, just tell me now, please.." I sobbed as I hug him

Is that a big secret, that I can leave him if he tell me?, why is he always involve to make me cry?

"Just don't trust anyone okay?, just trust me, only me, okay?" I nod even if I don't understand him

"Don't cry babe, it hurt so much to see you cry" he gently wipe my tears away, as he kiss me in my lips

I hope that secret is not that big, that I can still trust him in the end

When our way home, I said to Kai that he can sleep in my condo, I just want to be with him for tonight, I'm scared that he's secrets might ruin our early relationship, and I still don't want that to happen

when we are inside of my condo, he began to go to the fridge and get some frozen foods to cook

"Just stay there babe, this is my first and last that I will cook for you, I will... make this memorable" again his smile didn't reach his eyes

He wants me to be happy, but how could i be if he'a acting that way?

I noticed him playing while cooking, i know he's a good cook by just his looks, but i dont understand why he cooked like that

"i thought you're good at cooking?" he just kiss my cheek while twist and twist the chicken

"I just did it to waste all of our time, then i will make it another one and another one so my cooking will last until days" he just say that word and my tears streaming in my eyes, is this true?, would i leave him if i know the truth?
"Babe, how much big is your secret to me?, i can't just leave you with a petty reason, so what... What is that?" he just sighed

"Do you really want to know?"