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Chapter 21 [Snippet only]

T/N: For this part, I will be posting only the snippets, not the translation of the entire chapter na ka.

♫ 𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵? ♫

[Snippet 1]

"Zon"

"Hmm?"

"P'Fight and I... we did it."

"Huh?! Did... you mean... did it like... like..."

"Yes. Did it like what Zon is thinking." Tutor turns, confirming his own words which make the listener become extremely startled once again.

"Fuck! This, could it be concluded that you and I are really getting into the novel, isn't that so?"

"What did Zon said?"

"I said, you and I are getting into the Y-novel of Zol for real."

"Why Zon thinks to that extent?" Tutor asks in doubt.

"Well, Saifah and I..."

"?"

"No, it's not like you and P'Fight na, but he and I is like... how to say it... I don't know how to say it." Zon seems to be worried. 

The sight of the person in front of him is like he seems to absolutely believe that he's slipping into the novel. 

Moreover, when his story is taking part in it which make it's not difficult to believe that it might happen as what Zon's said.

"or maybe, it's like that na. Both of us are really slipping into the world of a novel."

"Then, what should we do, Tor? How should we get out? This, it's like inception come across right? Fuck it! What should I do?"

Zon seems to be totally worried about the thing happening which makes Tutor could only beam thinly and encourage the friend who's extremely worried. 

"If I were Zon... I will let it be according to my own feeling. Whatever I currently feel, I will do it that way. If it true that I'm slipping into a novel, I will just let it go."

"You can advise me, but how about you, Tor?"

"I..." Tutor pauses for a while before he gazes up, answering his close friend. "I have a reason for not being able to act according to my own feeling, Zon."

It's a reason that even though you want it to continue, but in the end, the importance would be different anyway.

He is just Tutor, while the other person is the father who raised him from the beginning. 

"Why? Is it bad?"

"Probably." Tutor sighs exhaustedly. In his head, he's recalling the moment where P'Fight father met him last evening. 

[Snippet 2]

"(Sobs)... P'Fight... P' let me go na."

Fighter gazes at the face of the person before him in pain. His tongue pokes the inside of his cheek as he turns his face away. 

This feeling... it's damn terrible.

Why such an incident has to occur to him... when you love someone so bad to this extent as well?

And why the person before him has no reason for him? At least, he should tell me where does he do it wrong.

Tell that it's because he doesn't love anymore or never feel good mutually. 

Anything you want to say can just say it. 

"If that so, I would like to ask you something na Tor. Throughout the time we have been together, have you feel regret for what happened between us? From the beginning of our relationship until now, have you feel regret about it?"

"..." Tutor become quiet.

He doesn't answer the person's question. The only thing that could be heard is the sound of his sobs which become loud as if his cries are the answer. 

"You cry because of regret right?"

"..."

"You regret it right, that a problem like this happened between us."

"P'Fight, I..."

Tutor can't speak. The crying sound continued as if the younger would stop breathing right here on this spot. 

He doesn't want to let the younger to continue crying. He doesn't want the younger to waste his tears because of him.

Fighter once said that he doesn't like his tears. Right now, he still feels the same because even in exchange with the entire world for Tutor's pain and tears, he will exchange for it. 

"Okay... I get it already." Fighter mutters this sentence in great difficulties.

He reaches out, wiping the tears of the person in front of him, and caress his cheeks gently.

 "P' sorry na krub."

"..."

"P' sorry for making Tor feels uncomfortable. P' sorry to make Tor feel regret. So, Tor can stop crying na."

"(Continous cries)"

 "Don't cry. Tor is not suitable for tears at all." 

The soothing words of the person along with his thick hand which caressing Tutor's head. His thin lip placed a kiss on the other's damp eyelid. 

It lasted for quite long, but it feels really brief in feeling.

It's hurt, but he has to let him go like this.

"Take care of yourself na krub."

The sight of the familiar back walks away gradually. It seems so blurry and dim because of his own tears which refuse to stop.

Tutor is in pain. A pain in which he couldn't describe how hurt it is. 

"(Sobs)... P'Fight... I never... I never feel regret to know P'... I never regretted a thing that happened between us... P'... Fight..."

It is good, isn't it? Making a decision like this, it should be good for both of us right P'?

P', please tell me that this is the best...

♫ 𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵? ♫

T/N: You all might be familiar with these scenes right? Because FTTT scene in the novel are mostly adapted into the series ^^