Falling Out of Love [editing]

22

"Are you sure na okay ka lang Zowie?" Kuya jep asked me,

he's in our house kasi,

I have no accompany here and si kuya naman mamaya pa ang uwi

I let a deep sigh, na nakapagpakuha naman ng atensyon ni kuya,

he went over me, tinabihan nya ko sa sofa and tiningnan nya yung pinapanood ko,

"Nakakaiyak no?" he asked me that made me chuckle

"Oh? Ba't naman natawa ka?" walang ideyang tanong nya

"Wala kuya, nakakaiyak kasi talaga yung palabas" Sinakyan ko nalang yung sabi nya

he ruffled my hair, "May problema ka, ano 'yon?" this time, seryoso na sya

I cleared my throat, siguro I'll ask him nalang

"Kuya jep, diba naging magbestfriends kayo ni ate reysha?" paninula ko

"Oo, bakit mo natanong?"

"Dati ba may time na nagtatago kayo ng secrets sa isa't isa?"

"Oo naman, kaso madalang lang nangyari 'yon, actually isang beses lang nga" nangiting sabi nya

"Oh talaga kuya? if you don't mind ano yung secret nyo? Pinagawayan nyo ba 'yon? Or nabuking?"

"Secrets are tend to be revealed, walang sikretong hindi nabubunyag, kaya oo, nagkabukingan, kaya nga kami na ngayon weh" he said with a smile

"Oh, my god! " with my very amazed expression

"Bakit mo naman biglang natanong?" he asked

"Ah, may kakilala kasi ako, he has a veryyy close friends, yung isa daw hindi nagk-kwento tungkol sa lovelife, and yung isa naman alam nya yung secret nung isa nilang friend pero hindi sya ininform nun, kaya ang ending daw, nagmukha siyang tanga and felt leftover" paliwanag ko kay kuya jep, I used the pronoun 'he' para hindi magduda si kuya,

muka naman hindi sya nagduda na ako 'yon dahil napag-isip sya

"So tinatanong mo kung anong gagawin nung lalaking tinutukoy mo? Ganun ba?"

"Oo" atat na sagot ko

"Mahirap nga sa kanya 'yon, para kasing niloko ka ng sarili mong kaibigan ang dating, kaya ang mabuting gawin niya, komprontahin muna niya yung dalawa niyang kaibigan, baka mamaya kasi may side din sila kung bakit nila ginawa yon, try to understand their situation,  baka hindi naman nila sinasadyang lokahin ka" I widen my eyes anong ka? he mean ako?

"I mean sya" with an awkward smile,

ah, akala ko nabuking nako

"Uh, sige I'll try to tell him kung anong exactly na sinabi mo" I assured him

"Ay sayang! dapat pala rinecord ko! Paparinig ko kay reysha para makita niyang nagmature na 'ko kahit konti"

ate reysha is 3 years older than kuya jep kasi, parang kami ni yuri

"Hm, kuya, I know naman na kahit papano you're already matured na, you're 21 na kaya, I'm sure ate reysha will accept you kahit ano pa man yung ugali mo, that's how love works diba?" Pag cheer up ko sa kanya

he smiled genuinely and ruffled my hair once again,

"You too, bunso nagmamature kana! stop growing too fast insan" he said and hugged me,