˗ˏˋ 𝓟𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐘 𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐒 - 𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐊𝐘𝐔𝐔 ˎˊ˗

˗ˏˋ𝐮𝐩𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞 - 𝟏𝟏/𝟔/𝟐𝟎 ˎˊ˗

it has been three months since
the last time i updated and despite
having many crying sessions and
shedding way too many tears
during this time period, not one
was contributed to at least give
me the emotions i need to write
for this book (ू ˃̣̣̣̣̣̣o˂̣̣̣̣̣̣ ू)

am i okay? haha no ♡ if you
know the slightest bit of me you'd
definitely know i'm emotionally
and mentally fucked up and if
you know me personally— first
off, let me say i'm sorry that you
know me in the first place lmfao.

i am literally the result
of not being able to see
my therapist for two
years (੭ु ›ω‹ )੭ु⁾⁾♡

anyways enough about depressed
me because honestly when am i not,
how is everyone? i miss you all (∕ ∕•̥̥̥̥∕ω∕•̥̥̥̥∕)♡
don't be like me and please take care
of yourself !! drink water, look in the
mirror and tell yourself you're beautiful,
do your fucking homework, stay
safe, wear your mask, hope the best
from the election and know that
i love you all so much ! ੈ✩₊˚

now about the book, i have one
concern about it. i feel like my book
shouldn't be a public book on wattpad
because i'm scared one of you might
take my shitty writing into your reality.
❝ pretty lies ❞ is a fictional book focused
on the journey of eating disorders and
the trauma of underage plastic surgery
( and the recovery ). as my book gets bigger, the more anxious i get since more people
began to read. although there are many warnings in the introduction, i know some
of you probably just brushed it off. please
if you did, forget this book for your own
good my love ◡̈♥︎ this book is purely fiction with the inspiration of personal experience
but i just want you all to be okay ෆ❛ั◡❛ัෆ✩⃛
and if you're wondering if i'm okay with
eating right now? i'm getting better,
sometimes i go back to bad habits like
we all do, but you always got to get
back up right?

but speaking of this book getting big,
we're currently at 19K reads?! and
1k votes and 1k comments you all
have me crying my tits off right here
(˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )♡♡ i love you guys so much,
and if you're reading this, thank you
for continuing to support this book !!

also i'm sorry if i'm not
able to reply back to your funny
and amazing comments you guys
post  (   ˃̶͈̀ロ˂̶͈́)੭ꠥ⁾⁾ wattpad likes to
be a bitch to me ☆〜(ゝ。∂) !

and if you're wondering when the
next actual chapter update will be . . . hopefully before 2020 ends??? that's
all i can give you right now darlings.
the current status i'm at right now is:
❝ i know the entire plot and ending
but i just don't know how to fucking
write ღゝ◡╹)ノ♡ ❞ i have chapter
names down, haute couture outfits
ready in place, i have so much shit
in my iphone's notes just for this
book i swear i should just make a
google document pfft ( i really
should tho ).

any-who, i think that's it? there's
most likely more i meant to say haha,
but if anyone is wondering how the
book is doing after this, you're always welcomed to ask me in my message
board or slide into my dms like the
cute ass boys who do that but are
little shits ଘ(੭ˊ꒳​ˋ)੭✧ i definitely
prefer you guys, and you're all cuter
than them anyways (๑ơ ω<)♥

but, i believe this is the end of
the update ٩(ㅎ.ㅎ)و✧˖° !! i really
do hope you're all doing well, and
you don't even have to dm me for
updates on any of my books i love
talking to you guys generally ! i
wish each and every single one
of you absolute gorgeous talented
beauties a wonderful day, and
for now, i bid adieu~ 💋

˗ˏˋ ALL OF MY LOVE 、

MRS-USHIJIMA
牛島さん ˎˊ˗