A Song for my Heart

Because i love you

A/N

It is time for an update.

Sorry that it took longer this time, but I hope you enjoy it.

Attention! Warning! Mature content ahead! +18

Beam POV

I am so excited. All week I was busy with the preparations for this weekend. But the hardest part was to keep it all a secret from Forth.

Of course I need help to prepare everything and that's why we are on the road with three cars. The whole gang is with us on our trip. Shin-Hyun and Tharn organized the accommodation and also the special surprise for Forth.

This evening today has to be perfect. My palms start to sweat, my nervousness returns, I breathe in and out slowly. Calm down Beam, you can do it.

I feel Forth taking my hand and squeezing it, so I look at him and see a worried look on his face.

"Is everything all right? You look a little pale."

I shake my head. "I'm fine, I guess I'm just pretty excited. It's been almost two years since I last saw the ocean."

"I'm excited too." He says, smiling sheepishly.

I lay my head to one side and look at him. "Why are you excited?"

"Well, this is the first time I'm going on a trip with my boyfriend." And he rubs the back of his head.

"Oh, please, I'm trying to sleep here. Can you put off your sweet talk until later?" Shin-hyun growls from behind.

I forgot we're not alone. Shin-hyun and Phana are with us in the car.

I stroke Forth's hand with my thumb and smile at him. "For me too!"

After that we're quiet again. The two are not really enthusiastic about this trip. (I think they have the third wheel syndrome)

Since Forth and I are not let out of sight by our chaperones (nannies), we have to behave and keep a low profile. I will be glad when I am alone with him again.

After seemingly an eternity we arrived at our accommodation for lunch and what can I say. It was a villa with its own pool and a private beach.

What else did I expect? Shin-Hyun and Tharn would not let me stay in a hotel. They always had to know the area by heart.

After we brought our luggage to the rooms and changed for the beach, we met on the terrace facing the sea.

"Me and Tharn will prepare lunch, you can go to the beach. We will call you when lunch is ready." Shin-hyun gives us an order.

"YES, SIR!" Our response is unanimous and we all run for the beach.

"Those kids!" Shin-hyun says loud enough for me to hear.

Until the food is ready, we swim in the sea or lie on the beach. It does us all good to switch off. The last weeks at university were exhausting. I often had to divide my free time between friends and Forth.

The beach was beautiful, a bit secluded and shielded. On both sides of the beach there were high rocks that made the beach inaccessible to outsiders. Only the blue sea and the white beach lay ahead of us.

When I sat down on a deck chair after some swimming in the sea, I buried my toes in the soft and warm sand. It felt good.

A shadow suddenly appeared in front of me and when I looked up I had to close my eyes because of the sun. Forth stands in front of me and smiles happily.