" H . A . P . P . I . E . R " - Lucathy Fanfiction [ Completed ]

Day 19

sia💕💕:
do you remember

me:
ugh

sia💕💕:
our first kiss

me:
....

i can clearly remember|
i can clearly remem|
i can clea|
i ca|

no.

sia💕💕:
too bad then:)

but i can still remember

the softness of your lips touching mine

our lips fit together like a puzzle and it felt
so satisfying as if we were made together
but this happens:)

me:
im sorry|
im sor|
im|

stfu
- read 3:49 pm

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   I stared at our conversation for the 5th time and I cursed myself for sending that kind of text. Sia didn't deserve that, she deserve happiness.

And I can't even give that to her.

   I didn't realized that tears came down on my cheeks until I saw some droplets of it on the screen,of my phone.

   I can clearly hear my heart shattering into a thousand pieces for the hundreth time. It was painful, painful to treat the love of my life like trash.

   I ran my hands through my hair like I'm some sort of a crazy man. Hoping that this will stop.

   I wanted to stop, I wanted to stop this fucking act and go back to my lover's warm embrace and forget all of my problems.

"What do I do now..?"